God knows the heart. If a person truly repents, God can easily forgive them. Notice I said truly. You can't "trick" God by claiming belief on your death bed. I think your questions and misunderstandings come from corrupted teachings.
Belief is shown through deeds, not words.
And again I ask you, is a lifetime of ungratefulness good? Have you ever seen a child receive a gift and refuse to say thank you? We would call that child spoiled and certainly not condone such behavior. Yet, here you are promoting this same type of attitude. Why don't you give thanks?
Okay, this just proves my point. If a person "truly repents", they will be forgiven. Someone who was a psychopath can go to heaven to be with God.
This is not a moral, or just system of punishment.
There's no "maybe" involved. It's been written. And not everyone was born into the faith they choose to follow. Again, you may be speaking from your own individual experience. But as individuals we are responsible for ourselves. As such, why would anyone else matter? When the day in question arises you won't be asked about anyone but yourself. You can't use someone else's ignorance as your excuse.
Just because your book says so doesn't make it true. Just because you believe it doesn't make it true. There are people who agree with you that God is real, and scripture is true, but disagree with you that different religions worship the same god, and will get to heaven.
I realize not everyone stays with the same faith, however it is rarer that people convert from the religion they are brought up to believe. Of course I'm speaking from my experience, as you are speaking from yours. Everyone else matters because I also care about other people. And it seems like if you were a "true Christian" you'd also care about the souls of your fellow man as well. Interesting.
So you happened to be born in a time and place when this info is readily available to you? That seems like more to be grateful for IMO. Why do you keep asking about other people? Why do people look for God in external things and ignore what is inside them, themselves?
How can you be grateful? You just breathed a breath didn't you? Surely you can be grateful for that. Or are you the responsible party? You are 100% dependent on something. At least admit that obvious truth.
Yeah I am really grateful to have been born in the situation I was. The thing is I don't know if your god is what I should be grateful towards. I've already explained why I asked about other people. These situations matter and according to this theology, many souls have been damned because of these rules your god made up. The question should be, why don't you care? Are you really this self-centered that you only care about your individual circumstance?
I don't know what you mean by looking for god internally. If god is the creator of the universe, how could he be inside me when I've been here only about a quarter of a century?
Yes, I'm grateful my family birthed and cared for me. I'm grateful I live in a mostly free society. There are plenty of real tangible things to be grateful for. Your claim that some supernatural being affects my life has not been demonstrated to be true. Just because I can breathe is only proof that I can inhale & exhale ... not that god is the cause.