some people use cops like its customer service, especially white women. but instead of fast food or something, she's hoping they serve her up some death. she aint got no actual mental illness, probably late on her car payments and found out her husband was dikking down his coworker and got fired for it. that's really all it takes for some people, two bad instances back to back.
pulling the trigger and anticipating the brief flash of hot lead against your dome and knowing it was all on you is frightening, so they get the boys to come do it. plus if you miss a vital organ you gonna look like bubbles the chimpanzee for the next few decades so its better to get a surgical death.