You think a quick kill is better than sparing their life.A quick kill where they literally don’t even see it coming or feel anything. Or, have them air fried alive, cooking in their home, twitching until their last second of death, feeling every bit of excruciating sensation until their last breath.
Knock it off.
This is why you sound stupid. You are just coping. Murder is murder. It didn't consent to either method. You don't get brownie point for kindly murdering someone. If i quickly killed you and you didn't see it coming, your family would not thank me for not torturing you. its idiotic logic