ya it was hard even tho it was a long time ago i think about it every so often on certain time of the year
the first one was near my bday
the second one was just too much for me that i buried it deep inside and try not to remember it but when i started to have kids it came back so around jan-feb time frame i get reminded of it
going to a ultrasound appt thinking its a normal appt and too see ur child on the screen with no heart beat is something i wish no one goes thru
so ever since my first child came about i always was worried and scared with each pregnancy cuz of the 2 incidents more so with the ultrasound one tho
so when i hear people with abortions i be like
when i hear how mother or father dont wanna raise a kid and shyt cuz they rather have fun or dont want the responsibility i feel like u made that choice to get pregnant or get someone pregnant stand up and be there for ur kid and help them as much as possible
when i hear guys shyt on single moms i be like
cuz i feel not all single moms are bad either
ive had more good experiences than bad with single moms and in some sense preferred dating them at times cuz the goods one dont have time for the bs and are straight to the point and focus on trying to get their life together to help with their kid plus i love kids and they tend to be more mature but kid or no kids i just prefer a good quality woman in general regardless of looks
I've seen people celebrate miscarriages here. I don't like children, but that's just wrong.
