Ya'll ever felt detached from everything......?

[Black]

i've felt empty and dead inside for years it is what it is

my days and weeks and months blur together, it feels like i'm just killing time before i die

nothing genuinely interests me, and if something doesn't directly involve me i don't give a shyt about it at all

i have plenty of friends but i only care about them on a superficial level, i couldn't care less what happens to anyone besides me

i'm not lonely or anything, it's actually the opposite...most the time when i'm with friends or family i'd prefer to be alone doing my own thing, sometimes i might turn my phone off and pretend i'm not home if people come over lookin for me

This is crazy this is EXACTLY how I feel down to a T.

 

[ThaRealness]

Ya every now and then. Ive gone through phases though where that shyt really sinks in & I get in a negative headspace.. Ive had to make serious lifestyle changes

But you just have to power through regardless.. Cause the feeling of detachment will come and go

 

[Rarely-Wrong Liggins]

Life itself actually. I feel like I have very little impact on the world. It's like a TV show to me. Just an observer.

 

[Crakface]

No one said life would be easy. Keep your head up. Call your grandparents.

 

[TooLazyToMakeUp1]

it is what it is

my days and weeks and months blur together, it feels like i'm just killing time before i die

nothing genuinely interests me, and if something doesn't directly involve me i don't give a shyt about it at all

Yes . I struggle to find a way to explain it without sounding like an anti-social emo (I'm not), but whatever. People will say it's depression or anxiety or some shyt, but I know that's not the case for me, I'm just disinterested in shyt that I have no control over, including time; Alot of stuff just seems like a blur because I choose to throw dat shyt in a bush if it has no place in my mind. Alot of things just seem pointless and mundane, even some of the shyt that engages me and that I enjoy, but it's not a depressing feeling, if that makes sense . Kinda like you said: It is what it is

I'm not lonely or anything, it's actually the opposite...most the time when i'm with friends or family i'd prefer to be alone doing my own thing, sometimes i might turn my phone off and pretend i'm not home if people come over lookin for me

I always become irritable whenever the phone rings, no matter who it is, and I just hit the volume button to mute it and I call or text back when I'm ready (usually a long time) . I'm a muhfukkah when I don't want to be bothered

 

[Elle Driver]

i've felt empty and dead inside for years it is what it is

my days and weeks and months blur together, it feels like i'm just killing time before i die

nothing genuinely interests me, and if something doesn't directly involve me i don't give a shyt about it at all

i have plenty of friends but i only care about them on a superficial level, i couldn't care less what happens to anyone besides me

i'm not lonely or anything, it's actually the opposite...most the time when i'm with friends or family i'd prefer to be alone doing my own thing, sometimes i might turn my phone off and pretend i'm not home if people come over lookin for me

Do you live by yourself?

 

[The 2020 New Member]

Do you live by yourself?

hey, elle, now that i'm straight, do you want to have lunch and then maybe some sex?

 

[Ego Noir]

i've felt empty and dead inside for years it is what it is

my days and weeks and months blur together, it feels like i'm just killing time before i die

nothing genuinely interests me, and if something doesn't directly involve me i don't give a shyt about it at all

i have plenty of friends but i only care about them on a superficial level, i couldn't care less what happens to anyone besides me

i'm not lonely or anything, it's actually the opposite...most the time when i'm with friends or family i'd prefer to be alone doing my own thing, sometimes i might turn my phone off and pretend i'm not home if people come over lookin for me

exactly me breh. Every single line. But its not a feeling but more of a , actually more like my avi pitch darkness and all.

My heart is cold as ice now, and im left feeling is there only a point to burn time til the day i die.

What ive realized though in thought and in practice is, you can only care about something, if you care about something. Dont wait for your emotions to pull you to something, rather, will yourself to do it for whatever reason, then as you put more energy into it youll realize that itll move you, until you actively decide to detach

 

[Elle Driver]

hey, elle, now that i'm straight, do you want to have lunch and then maybe some sex?

I'm straight (pun intended).

 

[The 2020 New Member]

I'm straight (pun intended).

you're a good friend. if i can make it through one week of being hetero without actually having to eat that bologna sandwich, i'll be so grateful.

 

[MoeDollaZ$]

i feel that way right now it might have something to do with the weed but i think i need a selection of puss

 

[Dwolf]

Yeah, some of you may be depressed or were depressed

 

[Malta]

I traveled or volunteered whenever I felt like that, seeing the world helped a lot but I also got depressed whenever I had to come back to the US.

 

[Grams]

Life is hard being darkskin I fully understand breh @AAKing23

 

[Matt504]

the US is a depressing place to live, if some of you go and visit countries that aren't under heavy western influence, you'll feel the fog lift off of you and finally start to "feel" again.

go to China brehs.

or practice meditation.