Yea I fukked up, being alpha and beta

[Dixon Cider]

Ima make this story short n sweet, chick from somewhere we go during the week we went out to
An event with another couple night was perfect this was first
Hang out and I really wanted to do everything right. Chemistry was crazy even the couple like.... "Yea yall really hitting it off" i was thinkin how I was gonna kiss her end of night and we all
Stayed in same place and me and chick had a room
And bed and nikkas was congested and i aint try to fukk or do nothing bexause I actually was feeling her and i think i fukked up because afterwards she seem like she think I was not interested so i made sure tell her.... Runnin thru my
Mind is
If she rejects i gotta see her during the week
And risk
Dirtying my face. Also thinking she'd find it respectable she was tryin to sleep so I wasnt being creepy but def wanted to hit but now its seeming lack of interest on her part. Trying to get that second hang out taking effort. Would have cuffed and had she let
Me
Hit first night prolly wouldn't cuff but she is cool so maybe anyways I think I fukked up. I kinda want to just ask
Her... "Were you expecting me to try to do stuff that night?" Although id rather it be like this without fukking then have this happen after fukking thats the worse

 

[全能の神]

What?

 

[lowkey0z]

get some hooked on phonics nikka, shyt sounds like a 6th grade journal entry

 

[Freedman]

Boy I know you didn't
sleep in the same bed with a bytch and not fukk

 

[Dixon Cider]

Boy I know you didn't
sleep in the same bed with a bytch and not fukk

Yes in a awesome
Place and it was king size and she was drifting towards her edge

 

[Giselle]

Ima make this story short n sweet, chick from somewhere we go during the week we went out to
An event with another couple night was perfect this was first
Hang out and I really wanted to do everything right. Chemistry was crazy even the couple like.... "Yea yall really hitting it off" i was thinkin how I was gonna kiss her end of night and we all
Stayed in same place and me and chick had a room
And bed and nikkas was congested and i aint try to fukk or do nothing bexause I actually was feeling her and i think i fukked up because afterwards she seem like she think I was not interested so i made sure tell her.... Runnin thru my
Mind is
If she rejects i gotta see her during the week
And risk
Dirtying my face. Also thinking she'd find it respectable she was tryin to sleep so I wasnt being creepy but def wanted to hit but now its seeming lack of interest on her part. Trying to get that second hang out taking effort. Would have cuffed and had she let
Me
Hit first night prolly wouldn't cuff but she is cool so maybe anyways I think I fukked up. I kinda want to just ask
Her... "Were you expecting me to try to do stuff that night?" Although id rather it be like this without fukking then have this happen after fukking thats the worse

Wow lol
If you slept in the same bed with her, did you at least try to cuddle? You should have and see what she'd do if she felt your dck get hard. She may haved fcked on the first date. You never know during these times.

What happened since then, has she contacted you?

 

[Giselle]

Yes in a awesome
Place and it was king size and she was drifting towards her edge

Oh, so she purposely went all of the way to the edge of her side of the bed? If so, then she probably wouldn't have let you fck, so you did the right thing, I guess. You are probably worrying for nothing. What has happened since then?

 

[Collateral]

You sound young as hell, or very inexperienced , or both. nikka had a million emotions pouring out of his pores at once. Over there typing up all that gibberish like

Take a chill pill and stop thinking so much.

 

[Dixon Cider]

Wow lol
If you slept in the same bed with her, did you at least try to cuddle? You should have and see what she'd do if she felt your dck get hard. She may haved fcked on the first date. You never know during these times.

What happened since then, has she contacted you?

Like I was feeling a vibe then she got more tired and it
Dwindled i wanted to go for
Kiss after making a joke
About putting a pillow between us so we behave. Then asked if she was trying to
Be held and she dubbed it
By saying she cant sleep
Cuddling so I left it. I rubbed back, smacked ass next morning

 

[Dixon Cider]

Oh, so she purposely went all of the way to the edge of her side of the bed? If so, then she probably wouldn't have let you fck, so you did the right thing, I guess. You are probably worrying for nothing. What has happened since then?

Since then... Well... Nothing really strong sign of anything ive tried
Playing it cool but i feel shes drifting but also is busy

 

[Dixon Cider]

You sound young as hell, or very inexperienced , or both. nikka had a million emotions pouring out of his pores at once. Over there typing up all that gibberish like

Take a chill pill and stop thinking so much.

Really? Inexperienced? Because from experience trying to
fukk first
Hang out has never lead to anything im at the point where I want a woman and a good one to have my kids and a quality relationship.

 

[Collateral]

Really? Inexperienced? Because from experience trying to
fukk first
Hang out has never lead to anything im at the point where I want a woman and a good one to have my kids and a quality relationship.

You wouldn't want to cuff a chick that let you smash the first time chilling together, so why you stressing it if you didn't kiss her or smash? If your connection with her was everything you said it was then you should have nothing to worry about. Even if it seems like to that she's "drifting away", let her do it, let her breathe. Stop being so thirsty and thinking about every little thing. If she likes you like that she'll find her way back to you and make an effort to spend time with you again

 

[Dixon Cider]

You wouldn't want to cuff a chick that let you smash the first time chilling together, so why you stressing it if you didn't kiss her or smash? If your connection with her was everything you said it was then you should have nothing to worry about. Even if it seems like to that she's "drifting away", let her do it, let her breathe. Stop being so thirsty and thinking about every little thing. If she likes you like that she'll find her way back to you and make an effort to spend time with you again

Also shes recently... Separated from something many years invested

 

[Dixon Cider]

If it means anything earlier this year a chick said she was down for wateva and had me come over at late hour, told me kids wouldn't be around and when I made a move she flipped and cut the lights on and kicked me out her house.

Another.. I went on datw with another chick and we kissed she felt on dikk and refused the hotel because didnt wanna seem like whore.. She fell off a week later.


This sitiation is diff because me and this chick been building chemistry before the hangout so after a great night i really didnt want to make it look like I wanted just that... If she really fukk wit me
Then why cant she come
Over during the week, why cant she chill a second time so when we in that situation I know its real and will go for it 100%

 

[MoeDollaZ$]

U don't have to fukk every girl u come across. Sumtimes its OK to tell a chick no if u not all the way attracted to her like that.