Im chillin in a new crib with a naked woman in my bed. In doing laundry and just took my trash and recycling to the curb. I might eat masala for breakfast. Im posting from a prepaid mobile phone.
These are all things I took for granted. 2 years ago i called in ever favor i had and spent my savings on my mother's funeral. Same day my ex called to say she was pregnant. A month after that i lost my job and was soon evicted. I lost almost everything i had. If i didnt lose it, i pawned it. I threw myself into stand up, sex work and odd jobs.
Flash forward, im working on a degree, run 3 lil shows in las vegas, have increasing booked shows, im in love, and im never hungry. I tried suicide twice and lost my faith once and for all but something kept me here. My family fell apart completely and i don't trust anyone. But...
Now i know how to be happy and believe in myself. I know to trust my gut and never give up. Persistence is crucial. I went from donating plasma and living off free slot play to be a regular ass broke nikka. Im not stopping here tho lol.
If you are down just remember that you only get one life and you don't know where it's gonn go. Just try and you'll be pleasantly surprised.
These are all things I took for granted. 2 years ago i called in ever favor i had and spent my savings on my mother's funeral. Same day my ex called to say she was pregnant. A month after that i lost my job and was soon evicted. I lost almost everything i had. If i didnt lose it, i pawned it. I threw myself into stand up, sex work and odd jobs.
Flash forward, im working on a degree, run 3 lil shows in las vegas, have increasing booked shows, im in love, and im never hungry. I tried suicide twice and lost my faith once and for all but something kept me here. My family fell apart completely and i don't trust anyone. But...
Now i know how to be happy and believe in myself. I know to trust my gut and never give up. Persistence is crucial. I went from donating plasma and living off free slot play to be a regular ass broke nikka. Im not stopping here tho lol.
If you are down just remember that you only get one life and you don't know where it's gonn go. Just try and you'll be pleasantly surprised.
like were you a prostitute?
at the sex work stuff, but congrats on being happy and getting your life together