MooseMouthMthafuga
Veteran
I just got a random text from my sons mother.
Word for word:
" (my name) I think of you more and more every time I see u.
I can't explain how I feel and I don't know how u feel about me,
but if anything, physically, I want to know if we can have a relationship?
We can be safe and have the satisfaction I think we both could enjoy.Im
Embarrassed enough coming out and saying this, so let me what what u think"
This shyt is strange to me.The last time I was anywhere near that p*ssy was New Years Day '08.She even met some new dude after we split and moved to Texas for about a year.I had my son the whole time.Even over the years, I've seen her with to many different dudes....nikkaz who were the exact opposite of the the type of dude I am.They put her through a bunch of shyt, to.
Now here she is, damn near 5 years later, wanting to rekindle that old flame.During the time that I was with her, I wasn't as established as I am now.I think she peeped the way that I take care of business with my son and hold down my finances....and now she wants that stability.
She used to be sexy as fukk.She's still very attractive.The next nikka would probably be happy to have her, but I have no sexual attraction towards her.Like, there's some type of mental block that won't allow the signals to go down to my dikk.After seeing the kind of dudes she was letting ravage her guts, It's repulsive to even think about going there.It's like eating your own vomit
Over the last year and a half, things have been going smooth between us.I've always kept it at a business level.No flirting, deep eye contact, grins, or giggles.She had a boyfriend during that time, but she broke up with him in April.In some way, I think my nonchalant manner and keeping everything stern and business like caused her to become more attracted to me.I suppose typically, most baby daddies are still sniffing around trying to fukk, but I carried myself like a gentlemen at all times, and stayed totally aloof and uninterested.
It's that crazy shyt.They want you when you don't want them
I don't want to burst her bubble by hitting her with the rejection.Females don't handle that shyt to well.
I'm uncomfortable with the fact that she put it out there.Just makes shyt awkward.I feel like it was a desperate, tacky move on her part.Trying to fukk are perfect lil system up by throwing some p*ssy in the mix.High mileage p*ssy at that.....it's a slap in the face.A part of me is disgusted, but then there's apart of me that still wants to be gentle and compassionate.
If she wasn't my sons mother, I'd clown the fukk out of her, but I have to keep the peace.She's not going to handle the rejection to well.She's very self conscious and I think it'll be tough on her.When a guy who at one time used to get 1,000 dollar jaw breaker hard just from having you slightly brush up against him when you walked by, tells you "no thanks"......It's going to really have you feeling like you fell off.
But hey, there's plenty of thirsty simps out here that would love to scavenger on those bottom dwellings.One mans trash is another mans treasure
Word for word:
" (my name) I think of you more and more every time I see u.
I can't explain how I feel and I don't know how u feel about me,
but if anything, physically, I want to know if we can have a relationship?
We can be safe and have the satisfaction I think we both could enjoy.Im
Embarrassed enough coming out and saying this, so let me what what u think"
This shyt is strange to me.The last time I was anywhere near that p*ssy was New Years Day '08.She even met some new dude after we split and moved to Texas for about a year.I had my son the whole time.Even over the years, I've seen her with to many different dudes....nikkaz who were the exact opposite of the the type of dude I am.They put her through a bunch of shyt, to.
Now here she is, damn near 5 years later, wanting to rekindle that old flame.During the time that I was with her, I wasn't as established as I am now.I think she peeped the way that I take care of business with my son and hold down my finances....and now she wants that stability.
She used to be sexy as fukk.She's still very attractive.The next nikka would probably be happy to have her, but I have no sexual attraction towards her.Like, there's some type of mental block that won't allow the signals to go down to my dikk.After seeing the kind of dudes she was letting ravage her guts, It's repulsive to even think about going there.It's like eating your own vomit
Over the last year and a half, things have been going smooth between us.I've always kept it at a business level.No flirting, deep eye contact, grins, or giggles.She had a boyfriend during that time, but she broke up with him in April.In some way, I think my nonchalant manner and keeping everything stern and business like caused her to become more attracted to me.I suppose typically, most baby daddies are still sniffing around trying to fukk, but I carried myself like a gentlemen at all times, and stayed totally aloof and uninterested.
It's that crazy shyt.They want you when you don't want them
I don't want to burst her bubble by hitting her with the rejection.Females don't handle that shyt to well.
I'm uncomfortable with the fact that she put it out there.Just makes shyt awkward.I feel like it was a desperate, tacky move on her part.Trying to fukk are perfect lil system up by throwing some p*ssy in the mix.High mileage p*ssy at that.....it's a slap in the face.A part of me is disgusted, but then there's apart of me that still wants to be gentle and compassionate.
If she wasn't my sons mother, I'd clown the fukk out of her, but I have to keep the peace.She's not going to handle the rejection to well.She's very self conscious and I think it'll be tough on her.When a guy who at one time used to get 1,000 dollar jaw breaker hard just from having you slightly brush up against him when you walked by, tells you "no thanks"......It's going to really have you feeling like you fell off.
But hey, there's plenty of thirsty simps out here that would love to scavenger on those bottom dwellings.One mans trash is another mans treasure
...And shyt turned ugly
..We cool now, tho
....Long story short, I took her back into the house, and wore that shyt out.Things was going well, but one day she went into the bathroom, and left her phone sitting on the couch right next to me.Shyt lit up & it was a message from some dating site.I violated because I decided to tap on it.It was some dread head nicca "We still on for Friday?"...After that, I was like hell nah.She had every right to do her thing, but that just turned me completely off.She was acting all in love with me again.I mentioned the dating site & she took it the wrong way.Got all defensive about it.Tried to flip it on me like "Damn we could just have fun & fukk, but you wanna be all serious, and have a stick up your azz
"...As if she didnt have ulterior motives to reel me back in
.Just got caught slipping