you ever feel like you've been slept on?

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People seem surprised whenever I say something substantive, but it might just be that they are so used to me joking that I caught them off guard by being serious all of a sudden lol.
 

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The basic point is that you're likely going to live out your life, and nothing of note will ever happen to you. It's not gonna happen guys :avbehh:

It's great for a bunch of dudes to huddle around an e-campfire who are all amazing diamonds in the rough but just haven't caught that break or who feel like they've been unfairly ignored for whatever reason. It's a nice narrative that people like to spin about themselves but it's mostly delusional and worse dishonest. It's dishonest about the realities of your situation and dishonest about your tendencies and general mental make-up i.e. humble clandestine geniuses who are producing brilliant things of note that no one has come across yet somehow.

In fact it smacks of arrogance, e.g. Funeral saying it never crossed his mind that he was bad at whatever he was doing.

I'm here to say it's ok guys. Accept yourselves.
 

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Everyday....like a mattress courtdog bought used on craigslist...

Nah but seriously, I feel like the greatest struggle in my life is trying to make people respect/recognize my art, music, style, intelligence, output, etc....

The ones who will gravitate to you are the only ones that matter. Your art will speak for it self.
 

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The basic point is that you're likely going to live out your life, and nothing of note will ever happen to you. It's not gonna happen guys :avbehh:

It's great for a bunch of dudes to huddle around an e-campfire who are all amazing diamonds in the rough but just haven't caught that break or who feel like they've been unfairly ignored for whatever reason. It's a nice narrative that people like to spin about themselves but it's mostly delusional and worse dishonest. It's dishonest about the realities of your situation and dishonest about your tendencies and general mental make-up i.e. humble clandestine geniuses who are producing brilliant things of note that no one has come across yet somehow.

In fact it smacks of arrogance, e.g. Funeral saying it never crossed his mind that he was bad at whatever he was doing.

I'm here to say it's ok guys. Accept yourselves.

Lol, I can't dap this post cuz I have no problems with T/S but damn if it isn't etherous :heh:
 
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The basic point is that you're likely going to live out your life, and nothing of note will ever happen to you. It's not gonna happen guys :avbehh:

It's great for a bunch of dudes to huddle around an e-campfire who are all amazing diamonds in the rough but just haven't caught that break or who feel like they've been unfairly ignored for whatever reason. It's a nice narrative that people like to spin about themselves but it's mostly delusional and worse dishonest. It's dishonest about the realities of your situation and dishonest about your tendencies and general mental make-up i.e. humble clandestine geniuses who are producing brilliant things of note that no one has come across yet somehow.

In fact it smacks of arrogance, e.g. Funeral saying it never crossed his mind that he was bad at whatever he was doing.

I'm here to say it's ok guys. Accept yourselves.


I was actually saying that to be funny really...LOL.

I'm actually my biggest (and possibly worst) critic. I have to be.

There are many times I've done something that people thought was great that I thought sucked really bad.
 

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If you are black, you will always get slept on because whites make an instant pre-judgment on you based solely on your skin color...

So true ... plus I'm 40 put I look like im in my mid-late 20s... I got alot a of sh!t under my belt some people twice my age havent done ... My resume and accomplishments are :blessed:So everytime people see the face behind some of the stuff its always like no .. not him ...
 

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Im the best fukking Banks Stan there is all these new nikkas tryna come up and steal my shine like I aint put years in this shyt, like I aint download all Banks music, like I aint buy all his album twice. fukk them!

Southside Jamaica Queens nikka!! 134!
 

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I've accepted that nobody gives a fukk about me at all except my parents and grandma. :manny:
 
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I don't know. I think about this:

If they wrote a book on your life...would anybody want to read it?
If they made a movie on your life based on the book...would anybody want to go see it?

I don't know. Maybe this is just delusions of grandeur, but I feel like I've constantly been trying to improve myself over the years and be the best I can be. I'd rather not try to fall into the same traps over and over again. It's like I'm never satisfied. Once I get to one point of success/accomplishment I just want to get to another level. The fact that I've made it to this age is an accomplishment. I'm always working hard to make things better for future generations and contribute to the greater good of society that way.
 
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I've accepted that nobody gives a fukk about me at all except my parents and grandma. :manny:

I feel that, but I feel we're never really able to fully grasp the impact we have on somebody's lives just from interactions on a daily basis cause we'll never see ourselves from the view of other people.
 

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I feel that, but I feel we're never really able to fully grasp the impact we have on somebody's lives just from interactions on a daily basis cause we'll never see ourselves from the view of other people.
true, some random bad bytch doesnt realize about 100 nikkas fap to her mental image daily :takedat:
 

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Everyday....like a mattress courtdog bought used on craigslist...

Nah but seriously, I feel like the greatest struggle in my life is trying to make people respect/recognize my art, music, style, intelligence, output, etc....
Gotta keep grinding and make huge gambles and investments in your thing.
 
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