People seem surprised whenever I say something substantive, but it might just be that they are so used to me joking that I caught them off guard by being serious all of a sudden lol.
Everyday....like a mattress courtdog bought used on craigslist...
Nah but seriously, I feel like the greatest struggle in my life is trying to make people respect/recognize my art, music, style, intelligence, output, etc....
The basic point is that you're likely going to live out your life, and nothing of note will ever happen to you. It's not gonna happen guys :avbehh:
It's great for a bunch of dudes to huddle around an e-campfire who are all amazing diamonds in the rough but just haven't caught that break or who feel like they've been unfairly ignored for whatever reason. It's a nice narrative that people like to spin about themselves but it's mostly delusional and worse dishonest. It's dishonest about the realities of your situation and dishonest about your tendencies and general mental make-up i.e. humble clandestine geniuses who are producing brilliant things of note that no one has come across yet somehow.
In fact it smacks of arrogance, e.g. Funeral saying it never crossed his mind that he was bad at whatever he was doing.
I'm here to say it's ok guys. Accept yourselves.

The basic point is that you're likely going to live out your life, and nothing of note will ever happen to you. It's not gonna happen guys :avbehh:
It's great for a bunch of dudes to huddle around an e-campfire who are all amazing diamonds in the rough but just haven't caught that break or who feel like they've been unfairly ignored for whatever reason. It's a nice narrative that people like to spin about themselves but it's mostly delusional and worse dishonest. It's dishonest about the realities of your situation and dishonest about your tendencies and general mental make-up i.e. humble clandestine geniuses who are producing brilliant things of note that no one has come across yet somehow.
In fact it smacks of arrogance, e.g. Funeral saying it never crossed his mind that he was bad at whatever he was doing.
I'm here to say it's ok guys. Accept yourselves.
If you are black, you will always get slept on because whites make an instant pre-judgment on you based solely on your skin color...
So everytime people see the face behind some of the stuff its always like no .. not him ...I've accepted that nobody gives a fukk about me at all except my parents and grandma.![]()
true, some random bad bytch doesnt realize about 100 nikkas fap to her mental image dailyI feel that, but I feel we're never really able to fully grasp the impact we have on somebody's lives just from interactions on a daily basis cause we'll never see ourselves from the view of other people.

I've accepted that nobody gives a fukk about me at all except my parents and grandma.![]()
I feel ya. I've had so many doubters and naysayers over the years.
Then when I actually succeeded, they were the first ones to apologize.
If I wasn't such a nice guy, I would of told them to f*ck off with they hatin asses...

Gotta keep grinding and make huge gambles and investments in your thing.Everyday....like a mattress courtdog bought used on craigslist...
Nah but seriously, I feel like the greatest struggle in my life is trying to make people respect/recognize my art, music, style, intelligence, output, etc....