You Ever Lose The Passion For Something You Once Loved?

[ThaRealness]

I used to make beats. I was pretty dope, but I was never a tour de force... and I was never in the right place at the right time.

My biggest decision right now is whether I should cut that shyt out of my life. When I make a beat now, it feels like a chore 9 times out of 10.

Yeah I could change my process up... but hearing a kick and a snare over a sample just isnt that dope to me right now......................When I do it

I always got love for hip hop

But I'm 26. Ive got qualities and assets

 

[old pig]

ya I don’t like to drink anymore...it’s no longer fun

 

[ThaRealness]

ya I don’t like to drink anymore...it’s no longer fun

That doesnt count. Thats a vice. You should cut that out.

I just flushed some adderalls down the toilet

 

[old pig]

That doesnt count. Thats a vice. You should cut that out.

I just flushed some adderalls down the toilet

ya I’m done...haven’t had a drink “all” year...if I say I’m done w/ something then that’s usually it especially if I don’t enjoy doing it

 

[BlackDiBiase]

rap even the shenanigans im not interested in anymore.

 

[cheek100]

Smoking weed
Mfs damn near worship the shyt now. Can’t function right without it. Smoke 4-5 ells a day all zoned out looking crazy.
Now edibles on the other hand

 

[bigmac]

I used to blog. I used to love it. Whenever some shyt came out I used to love giving my opinion to the world, even if not many read it.

But then one day I woke up and just said nah fukk it. Never looked back.

 

[2ATMsYouSteppinOrWhat]

ya I don’t like to drink anymore...it’s no longer fun

this... i hate drinking now... but it hard to stop

 

[Koba St]

Living

 

[315]

Basketball

 

[ThaRealness]

Living

Im with you. I been fukked up on adderall the last week, it was cool at first, but the last few days Ive felt this deep hatred and depression. I literally stopped listening to music in the last week. Just been drinking and jerking off. What the fukk.

But I know theres a beauty in life we both not catching.

 

[fckyoupayme]

I was really passionate about running. I used to run at least 2 miles every day. Had it down to a nine minute mile. Even trained for and ran a half marathon and was thinking about doing a full marathon. Then one day I didn’t run. And the next day and the next day and the next day. And here I am trying to get back into it

 

[old pig]

this... i hate drinking now... but it hard to stop

idk how old you are but me being older made it easier I guess...“hangovers” just seemed to last longer which made me enjoy drinking less and less...there was a time I could get blitzed...fukk all nite and be totally fine w/ a few hours rest...now just a few drinks alone will have my body feeling out of sorts for a couple days...not necessarily a hangover but just a tired/rundown feeling that I absolutely hated

 

[Counter Racist Male]

I used to make beats. I was pretty dope, but I was never a tour de force... and I was never in the right place at the right time.

My biggest decision right now is whether I should cut that shyt out of my life. When I make a beat now, it feels like a chore 9 times out of 10.

Yeah I could change my process up... but hearing a kick and a snare over a sample just isnt that dope to me right now......................When I do it

I always got love for hip hop

But I'm 26. Ive got qualities and assets

I used to make beats too. I found it to be an expensive hobby.

 

[2ATMsYouSteppinOrWhat]

idk how old you are but me being older made it easier I guess...“hangovers” just seemed to last longer which made me enjoy drinking less and less...there was a time I could get blitzed...fukk all nite and be totally fine w/ a few hours rest...now just a few drinks alone will have my body feeling out of sorts for a couple days...not necessarily a hangover but just a tired/rundown feeling that I absolutely hated

i’m 23 and that how i get... i never get hangovers just that “tired/rundown” feeling that you talking about