That I'll never get my shyt together...... That' ill never live the life&things a never change
Opening myself up to another human being completely. And the fear of my own anger.
Not having enough money to take care of my mom and my aunt when they get older.. no way I'm putting them in nursing homes..
Death. I can't front when I think about it I start to get scared. But when I do die I hope to see my parents in the afterlife.
Not having a seed to carry on my bloodline.
Not being able to provide for my family. Scrounging hopelessly for our next meal.
That's the major ones. Rest are trivial.
this is a big thing for me. im still in college and i want to get a job to contribute but my mother keeps telling me not to worry and just focus on graduating but it worries me more because i feel like a freeloader if im not paying any bills and too focused on college. i used to fear being alone forever but i dont really fear it much its just love isnt for me. i feel like too much of a nuisance at times because women cant really understand my perspective. and i need to learn to be more of a leader than a sidekick.That I'll never get my shyt together...... That' ill never live the life&things a never change