your biggest fears in life?

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Losing one of my siblings
Having children and then seeing them die before me :no:
I am not afraid of death. Instead I am afraid of not finishing what I want to before I die
My parents passing away before all my siblings are adults

thats how i feel. its like i want to have a mandela style impact on the world, and voice act. but i dont want to just up and die and not get something done. i feel like igor. frankensteins assistant in a way. i have to step up and take over when the dr is gone. in a metaphorical sense. but i need to prove that i am up to par to run things.
 

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Getting the call one of my parents died. I don't even know if that's really a fear since it's almost inevitable and happens to everybody but Im just really dreading of when it could happen, especially if I have to go through it alone or without a family of my own.
i remember i didnt get a call. i just came home from camp and some random white lady was talking with my mother. and i just went inside and played kingdom hearts. then my grandmother called us up and told us that my pops committed suicide. i couldnt really cry until the day of the funeral. saw my quiet reserved mother screaming and sobbing. i just upped and ran out of the funeral. i feel like i cant attend one again.
 

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i remember i didnt get a call. i just came home from camp and some random white lady was talking with my mother. and i just went inside and played kingdom hearts. then my grandmother called us up and told us that my pops committed suicide. i couldnt really cry until the day of the funeral. saw my quiet reserved mother screaming and sobbing. i just upped and ran out of the funeral. i feel like i cant attend one again.

Oh wow I am sorry about that. Some people tend to hold in their pain until they actually see it happening.
 
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