What’s good nikkas,
So ya boy ain’t been feeling it lately. I ain’t sad or depressed or nothing I just feel indifferent . I don’t got a reason to though. I pretty much have 1-2 classes left until I graduate college. I already got hired for a full time position where I’m making about 50 a year. I turn 23 in a couple of months.
I got all my limbs, family that care but regardless these past few months I ain’t really been the happiest. I used to smile when I talk, now I sorta do it. But not as much. I used to love going to the gym, but I’m kinda losing motivation I still go like 3 times a week but I just bs I don’t even push myself. And I feel like I lost all progress. Especially when shyt I used to warm up with I’m struggling with. No arrogance but I was always the or one of the best dudes on the court, but I feel like my skills a deteriorating. Don’t know why when it used to come so easy to me. My confidence is still kinda there, but idk man I used to think I could bag any chick, but now
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I’ve been buying myself a whole buncha shyt to make me feel better, but they didn’t even do anything. Every now and then I’ll have the burst of my old happiness, but it fades. I just lay in bed all day if I’m not working. I don’t play games no more, I dont talk to any of my friends and honestly I don’t even care. I think I’m just being a bytch and need a punch to the chest to man up, but Idk I don’t even feel sad. Just a body going through the motions. I think I need to separate myself and get back to focusing on me and improving. Anyone ever feel like this? How’d you get out of it?
So ya boy ain’t been feeling it lately. I ain’t sad or depressed or nothing I just feel indifferent . I don’t got a reason to though. I pretty much have 1-2 classes left until I graduate college. I already got hired for a full time position where I’m making about 50 a year. I turn 23 in a couple of months.
I got all my limbs, family that care but regardless these past few months I ain’t really been the happiest. I used to smile when I talk, now I sorta do it. But not as much. I used to love going to the gym, but I’m kinda losing motivation I still go like 3 times a week but I just bs I don’t even push myself. And I feel like I lost all progress. Especially when shyt I used to warm up with I’m struggling with. No arrogance but I was always the or one of the best dudes on the court, but I feel like my skills a deteriorating. Don’t know why when it used to come so easy to me. My confidence is still kinda there, but idk man I used to think I could bag any chick, but now
.I’ve been buying myself a whole buncha shyt to make me feel better, but they didn’t even do anything. Every now and then I’ll have the burst of my old happiness, but it fades. I just lay in bed all day if I’m not working. I don’t play games no more, I dont talk to any of my friends and honestly I don’t even care. I think I’m just being a bytch and need a punch to the chest to man up, but Idk I don’t even feel sad. Just a body going through the motions. I think I need to separate myself and get back to focusing on me and improving. Anyone ever feel like this? How’d you get out of it?
