Would absolutely love to. Always attract them and attracted to them. But just one problem....no sex unless in a committed relationship. I get friend zoned quick when this happens. I'm currently hanging out with a great blk guy now. He's amazing, quick wit, considerate, sexy, gets all my corny azz references (stay frosty..."u watch Reboot too?!") hard worker, super kind.
Only problem, he dealt with thots early in life and got burned real badly. Now he wants nothing to do with emotions or relationships. Just sex. Chemistry is amazing but I don't want to be baby mama #2 for him. I also don't think I'm unreasonable or prudish or boring for wanting the same love and affection and loyalty I'm willing to give to a man in return before I allow him between my thighs.
So we talk everyday, hang out damn near everyday. But I've started dating other men, b/c I can't wait on him to come around. I'm primarily interested in blk men, but I have dated other races of men. I'm not instantly rejected or dismissed or put on the self if I'm not willing to get it poppin by the 3rd week of knowing em. A few have also been more willing to let me in their lives emotionally. So many blk dudes I've met have a real resentment at the thought of spending time with a female unless they're guaranteed to fukk them....so it's hard to build something real sometimes. But honestly it's never the same connection.
So yes. My crazy azz parents have been married for 43 years. I'd be honored to find that with a blk dude, but they keep puttin ur girl on the self b/c she's not sucking or fukking if ur not all in.
If I get married it will definitely be with a brotha. A dude would have to be real special otherwise.