Cocain Cowboy My Stories ahead with pics of thots & strippers included PICS PG.7 N VID ON 10&17

[1970s HeRon Flow]

NEVER BEEN IN LOVE

It's a beautiful thing,specially when it's with someone that loves you just as much if not more,as for me,I'm kind of fukked at a normal life when you think about it,yeah I can leave this alone,and try and go back to the square life,and try and find someone good,but what normal girl would want me once they find out about my extended past?I can't hide it,I could cut off complete communications from the women that hit me up,fellow D-boys I party with,delete the few social network shyt with any proof of my old life,but that would lead to questions,how come I don't have friends?what is it you do for fun?who was your last relationship? What kind of women you like? All kinds of questions that if I answer truthfully,a normal girl gonna be like And not care if I say that's the old me,

 

[USSInsiders]

nikka u gay forreal even as a joke this is some gay shyt go away i think @lolwutdawg wants you

You flirted with me first fakkit. I'm not gonna let someone holla at me and then act timid

 

[Henryflo1]

You flirted with me first fakkit. I'm not gonna let someone holla at me and then act timid

 

[Another Man]

nikka u gay forreal even as a joke this is some gay shyt go away i think @lolwutdawg wants you

Don't tag me in some fakkit shyt fakkit

 

[MostReal]

It's a beautiful thing,specially when it's with someone that loves you just as much if not more,as for me,I'm kind of fukked at a normal life when you think about it,yeah I can leave this alone,and try and go back to the square life,and try and find someone good,but what normal girl would want me once they find out about my extended past?I can't hide it,I could cut off complete communications from the women that hit me up,fellow D-boys I party with,delete the few social network shyt with any proof of my old life,but that would lead to questions,how come I don't have friends?what is it you do for fun?who was your last relationship? What kind of women you like? All kinds of questions that if I answer truthfully,a normal girl gonna be like And not care if I say that's the old me,

I work with a breh just like you, minus the drugs
His stories have me
He always say he wants to get out of it. I tell him he loves it too much & he might as well be happy living the life...he too far gone

 

[MostReal]

It's a beautiful thing,specially when it's with someone that loves you just as much if not more,as for me,I'm kind of fukked at a normal life when you think about it,yeah I can leave this alone,and try and go back to the square life,and try and find someone good,but what normal girl would want me once they find out about my extended past?I can't hide it,I could cut off complete communications from the women that hit me up,fellow D-boys I party with,delete the few social network shyt with any proof of my old life,but that would lead to questions,how come I don't have friends?what is it you do for fun?who was your last relationship? What kind of women you like? All kinds of questions that if I answer truthfully,a normal girl gonna be like And not care if I say that's the old me,

I work with a breh just like you, minus the drugs
His stories have me
He always say he wants to get out of it. I tell him he loves it too much & he might as well be happy living the life...he too far gone

 

[1970s HeRon Flow]

I work with a breh just like you, minus the drugs
His stories have me
He always say he wants to get out of it. I tell him he loves it too much & he might as well be happy living the life...he too far gone

Cuz who would? I have it easy,no having to spend time on phone with a bytch,or take em out,or deal with flaking or none of that,it's as simple as me receiving text of WYA? Me replying if I'm free or not,n meeting up,drink,smoke,fukk,do that over and over for however long we decide,and then go home and on till the next time

 

[Swirv]

Sad thread. Your're on the carousel of misery it sounds like. Where the pleasure is external but the pain is internal. I hope you find a way to get off.

I know first hand that fukking a hundred women cant mend a broken heart.

 

[nubianqueenbee]

The OP seems to have an addictive personality-addicted to sex, drugs, alcohol, and drama-filled situations. In order to do better, he would need some serious counseling. But his post and responses seem to indicate he has no intention of changing his lifestyle. He seems to think that he can clean up his act and get another nice girl like he had before. I would think that any decent woman would be insane to get with him-as he recounts in his prior relationship it seemed to be all about him being in control.

I say kudos to the young lady for moving on. She gave him a chance in her life when she knew he had a history of bad behavior. Even after the 2 week breakup he couldn't' deny himself-she took him back. Then he allowed himself to get into a compromising situation by spending inappropriate amounts of time with the cousin and took it too far-of course alcohol put him in that cheating situation.

I'm so glad this young lady didn't get pregnant by him; she would be one of those single mothers that brothers like to blame for not recognizing they are involved with a no good individual. She learned a good lesson and is going to be extra careful before she gives her heart, body, and soul to another man.

 

[newarkhiphop]

The OP seems to have an addictive personality-addicted to sex, drugs, alcohol, and drama-filled situations. In order to do better, he would need some serious counseling. But his post and responses seem to indicate he has no intention of changing his lifestyle. He seems to think that he can clean up his act and get another nice girl like he had before. I would think that any decent woman would be insane to get with him-as he recounts in his prior relationship it seemed to be all about him being in control.

I say kudos to the young lady for moving on. She gave him a chance in her life when she knew he had a history of bad behavior. Even after the 2 week breakup he couldn't' deny himself-she took him back. Then he allowed himself to get into a compromising situation by spending inappropriate amounts of time with the cousin and took it too far-of course alcohol put him in that cheating situation.

I'm so glad this young lady didn't get pregnant by him; she would be one of those single mothers that brothers like to blame for not recognizing they are involved with a no good individual. She learned a good lesson and is going to be extra careful before she gives her heart, body, and soul to another man.

 

[VegasCAC]

Something similar to this (although not as bad and without the drugs ) happened to me. I had this good girl who was a virgin and I fukked it up by more or less being a ho and fukking her friend.

And yeah, I made the same mistake of actually telling her and admitting it, just like you

I had to unfollow her on social media after she got a new boyfriend. She was so extra with the MCMs


I even tried to troll her afterwards by fukking her high school friend (they didn't talk much anymore but she immediately recognized her) and she just liked the picture I posted of me and the girl I was using and kept it moving.

Being ignored, forgotten, and replaced is the worst ether imaginable

Especially if you deserved it

 

[unit321]

12. Dude wishes he could be together with his ex, but he's got a cray life(basically).

15 is after 14, bruh.
You gotta let go her. I know, easier said than done.
I hope it was cathartic to share your personal experience. That was some really heavy stuff. It sounds like you are trying to drown out the pain and heartache with drugs and alcohol. Not good for you. You're being too tough on yourself. That's true for a lot of people, you are your own toughest critic. I go to a 12-step program. Anyway, just want to suggest you try to find one where ever you are. Peace out.

 

[Ziploc]

good read....fukked up the love of my life with sum bs too but we still friends though..it's just impossible to reclaim that feeling after it's fukked up..I wanted her back but it would not be the same and i feel it would be an issue every time we would have a major argument.so I let her do her...and found a new woman that loves me just as much even if she can't replace my #1 and she does not want to...which strangly made me feel better about this relationship enough to let go of fantasizing about her in a way she could not live up to even if we would hook up again..

 

[Bigtymer301]

yeah,she stay in pasadena but be leaving to vegas for months,when she would come back and I randomely ran into her she would always stay over,we would fukk and then she would always ask me if i could stop fukking other bytches,i said i can but why should I?

 

[Earnings]

thank you,any time you in LA hit me up

I shld be in LA at the end of August... Iont fck wit no yowder but im bout tht skrippa/thot action