Question for all my brehs (serious)

[King]

I wouldnt care if we had a code of conduct similar to the Jews or Chinese.

But as long as Africa is weak, the global black collective will be weak - because thats home court.

There is no code of conduct.... nikkas out here selling out for the enemy.... our women sleeping with the enemy.... our children being educated by the enemy.... our greatest minds being employed and exploited by the enemy.

Individually I'm very blessed but it doesnt matter if youre scoring 50 points on a losing team.

Does it depress me? Sometimes.

Do I self-medicate? Yes.

I need therapy but I dont think a therapist could help me.... most therapists are educated in euro-centric institutions and wouldnt be able to understand how I feel anyway, so fukk that.

Some days I'm very motivated and fired up... some days I look at the international news and then get depressed

I just get up everyday and keep grinding.... nothing I can do but keep going... keep grinding....

Kind of a funny story on that, when I was in college I was going through depression because of the very reasons we’re speaking about.

Kind of a long read so I spoilered it.

Spoiler

So my usual white female NP went through all my tests and had the “bright idea” to go out of her way to refer me to one of the uni therapists. Like she was def on her white savior complex, got all excited and we both walked together through the hospital right to her office.

And she’s like “hey Ms. we got one for you”

Turns out she was a black (well, biracial black woman with an Italian last name) but I didn’t think anything of it. Looking back at it now I think she was half African half white with an Italian husband

At first was like okay I ain’t even know any black therapists worked here, thanks for the recommendation doc


But as soon as I get in her office it’s a weird ass vibe, like there is genuinely zero chemistry. Very by the book stuff. We’re both sitting looking at each other like . I could tell she wanted me out of there.

Idk how procedure is for a therapist but she went out of her way to make things as non-personal as possible just to tell me some simple shyt. And then she had me take some BS test that asked super obvious questions like “are you sad” to determine I had depression.

And then immediately she’s like what kind of medication do you want? And I’m like medication? I thought you was a therapist ain’t we supposed to talk about my problems???

So without asking me any questions about why I was feeling this way. She pulls out a pamphlet and idk if she did this shyt on purpose but she LEGIT says you should get hobbies “like horseback riding, sailing, swimming, even ice hockey”

I’m like you know we don’t do that shyt. Where the fukk did you get this generic ass pamphlet from with all these CAC hobbies on it?

That’s not even the worst part. Legit for my next appointment (with me going through legit depression, had to force myself out of bed) I show up to the office like right at our appointment time but it takes the nurse like 5 mins to check me in. Keep in mind this is an HOUR appointment. And this bytch sends a message back to the nurse like “sorry, can’t do it. You missed your appointment, book another one online.”

I’m like WOW for 5 minutes??? Are you serious? Can’t even cut me a little slack? I would’ve legit preferred us to cut the appointment short vs you telling me no at the door


THEN - this is where all the comes OUT!!!

So when I go back for my rescheduled appointment - I make sure I’m EXTRA EARY and this WENCH is LEGIT 20-25 MINUTES LATE.

No apology or nothing. When I see her, I give her the I was half tempted to be like “you refused to see me for being 5 minutes late yet you make me wait almost 30 minutes AND are still gonna cut my appointment short???” I had class after and everything.

And from there it was more bullshyt and she’s like well I told you needed to get hobbies. You should try horseback riding


From then on I already knew what it was, all skinfolk aint kinfolk. Especially with this therapy shyt, there was no damn way a biracial non-ADOS woman with a white husband could EVER understand what’s going on in the head of a black man in this country

And she purposely did that slick shyt to make me stop seeing her, def didn’t want me in her office I could tell. Was probably offended that the white nurse even brought me to her

Waste of mf time, has thrown me off all therapy since, I’ve just been self medicating.

 

[TL15]

I get one shot at life, if I gotta play it on hard difficulty then so be it

honestly, I’d not want to be anything else than a black man. The world can hate us (and does) but hate is love/envy/jealousy. Look around the world and you see that black men excel at all levels. They love and mimic our walk, talk, music, swag, etc. it’s the GOAT feeling

 

[Mastamimd]

I do what I can

Nothing to add really, just want to read this thread

 

[Henri Christophe]

Kind of a funny story on that, when I was in college I was going through depression because of the very reasons we’re speaking about.

Kind of a long read so I spoilered it.

I feel you... I definitely dont want a black female therapist.... most likely gonna be a feminist raging against the "patriarchy"

No female of any race will ever understand what a black man feels.

I dont even talk about these topics with women.... theyre always gonna say some dumbass shyt that came out of a white liberal think-tank.

The international news is so depressing.... over the past year I've seen several stories of mass graves popping up all over the place with hundreds of dead black skeletons .... dead women and children tied up and buried.... Germany acknowledging their genocide in Africa.... Belgium returning Patrice Lumumba's body parts.... Museums admitting they stole African ancestral art pieces and now being pressured to return them.... France still overthrowing presidents and deploying troops in Africa..... America funding the chaos in Haiti.... I have so much rage inside.

I got no choice but to self-medicate.

 

[humminbird]

One action at a time
I try not to focus hard on it

 

[xXMASHERXx]

Truthfully I take it as pride that despite all the efforts the world makes to eradicate us, a lot of us are still out here thriving. Think about how mad they get when they see a black man thriving out here. Knowing that puts a smile on my face

 

[Cat piss martini]

Our sperm can change the face of the entire Earth.
racism is fear of black genetics.
we are the seeds of this planet.
The Alpha and the Omega and crackas know it.
their time is almost up.

 

[King]

Our sperm can change the face of the entire Earth.
racism is fear of black genetics.
we are the seeds of this planet.
The Alpha and the Omega and crackas know it.
their time is almost up.

I hear you but that ain’t work to well in Brazil, Latin America, or South Africa if we being honest

Just degrees of separation from the black people at the bottom

 

[Cat piss martini]

I hear you but that ain’t work to well in Brazil, Latin America, or South Africa if we being honest

Just degrees of separation from the black people at the bottom

what is it and what people want it to be
are two different things.
those are bi-lingual nikkas.
AmeriKKKa like rome is gonna fall.....hard.
white people all over the world are in panic mode.
they feel the shift creeping up on them.

 

[Charly Wingate]

Our sperm can change the face of the entire Earth.
racism is fear of black genetics.
we are the seeds of this planet.
The Alpha and the Omega and crackas know it.
their time is almost up.

 

[saturn7]