First of all: I should preface this by saying I come from a unique situation and maybe this is the reason that I tend to feel this way more often than not. It's taken me a while to fully contextualize these feelings into words that other people could truly comprehend without veering off into anything to abstract. And
i do not want to come off as some holier than thou douche bag writing this. Some of you are going to make fun of this and pop jokes, that's cool. I So...here it goes.
I think in a way, I've always felt alienated from this society. There are days where I truly wonder what my place is in this life and in this world...not just this country called America.
The older I get, absolutely nothing about this society makes sense to me. I really feel at times I am on the outside looking in of EVERYTHING. Luckily my outlook on life at the age oif 33 hasn't hindered my ability to find happiness...but I am constantly questioning my surroundings.
I don't even know how to express it.
Other than by saying if I had a choice to opt out of this society...I would in a heartbeat.
i do not want to come off as some holier than thou douche bag writing this. Some of you are going to make fun of this and pop jokes, that's cool. I So...here it goes.
I think in a way, I've always felt alienated from this society. There are days where I truly wonder what my place is in this life and in this world...not just this country called America.
The older I get, absolutely nothing about this society makes sense to me. I really feel at times I am on the outside looking in of EVERYTHING. Luckily my outlook on life at the age oif 33 hasn't hindered my ability to find happiness...but I am constantly questioning my surroundings.
I don't even know how to express it.
Other than by saying if I had a choice to opt out of this society...I would in a heartbeat.