Kiyoshi-Dono
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Her ex used to take the p*ssy and beat her upAre you saying that what you learned about her past made it impossible to keep the marriage going?
She never showed signs of abuse
Our sex life was healthy and explorative
No


It was just too much and every time I tried to move past it
She would crawl back into herself and shut down on me
Even left my daughter at home while I was 15 minutes away from the crib
I came into the house and my baby was soiled
A nikka turned into T-1000 when she came home
It was a certain look in her eyes
Not the cheating eyes, been there-done that
But a look of being lost
Grabbed my daughter and went to ma dukes house
A week later filed them papers
It was amicable and I was worried about her because I guess in her mind she felt tainted and unworthy of love because I kept trying
And didn’t hold her hitting me against her
Or feeling a type of way about her hiding that big ass secret
Took full custody of my daughter even though she got the crib
She sold it and moved back to LA where she is from
Raised my daughter by myself until she was 6 going into 7
She moved back to the H and was different in a good way
Been coparenting ever since(well my baby is in college now so)
I moved from Texas and she’s back in LA
But everytime we are on the phone, she wants that old thing back I can’t give her
If i was in a different space, I would take her back because she is 1 of the 5 true loves of my life but I can’t do it
I’m leaving some things out, just for personal reasons because typing this shyt right now hurts but it is what it is
Looking back she wasn’t the biggest hurt of my life
My first love cut me deep
I mean deep and I’ve been in some fukked up situations since then
Now those I really can’t tell cause mayne

Women really don’t know the hold they have on us when we really like them
I should’ve been Michael Myers’s/Jason Voorhies to some of these bytches

That’s why I taught my daughter don’t be out here playing with nikkas
Be honest and don’t lead with your emotions with nikkas
Most dudes can take honesty but the deception some of these bytches be on is a masterclass of victimhood when it’s all said and done
And they were the ones that caused the fukkery in the first place
