Eh.
I'm 31. Debt free. Single and despite being flabby'n'sick I'm making the most effort I have in years to slowly erode that shyt and become a more healthy human being, so I feel I'm alright however, I'm deadly afraid of letting my guard down and having a kid that would tie me down to this place. This is the same place I fukking bolted from before my Highschool Diploma was even printed.
Ideally I would have liked to have kids early so I'd be physically/mentally competent in being able to raise them while being able to relate, but life, travel and complacency got in the way and I got pulled back here and will be here for a period of time I can't readily factor, itching to leave again.
Plus I always promised myself I'd do like my Moms had have kids I could provide for. Even though I was a early mistake for her, she had family to support her until she had enough for her own apartment, a job good enough that I never had to go without and got spoiled in a sense. While I can sort of do that shyt now, my life is not situated right now to even begin to do that shyt and as BigBoi said, I ain't gonna fukk around and depend on that dope (Gambling) money to support my seeds. fukk that.
I'll put a pin in that shyt until I hit 35 and see where I'm at.
