Always sad. Always depressed. Always tired.

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To be honest, it's a fair question from someone that doesn't experience it, it's hard to relate to it.

Are you eating well or at all?
Are you getting out of the bed?
Have you taken a walk?
Have you showered?
... Have you taken meds if you have a prescription?

Make your bed. If you stop there at least you accomplished one thing during the day. Build on it. Maybe with those things above.
This what I used to hit my family or friends with. It's just different. It is some of those things you mention. Problem is... You don't care. It doesn't make sense, and a lot of times you know it doesn't make sense. You just don't have the motivation for lack of a better word to do what logically makes sense. I'm fortunate when I go through my episodes I still can make logical sense of things. Some people can't.

I have to go on a preset pattern of things that physically raise my mood. But sometimes at my worse, I can't even muster the energy to do what I know will make me feel better physically and mentally.
 

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Then you must accept that good or bad. Whatever happens to you is your lords will. You're suffering brings you closer to God.
What a load of shyt religion is, holy shyt lol

"Just succumb to your every problem, dont fight, accept it, its gods will for you to suffer"
 

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That sentence doesn't make any sense breh :mindblown:


Much like the present, you'll just be in the dirt, ain't no god or afterlife, so you just have to worry about fukking up the attempt xreh
Even better :blessed:

I just want to cease to exist tbh.

Like before birth :ahh:

Reincarnation would be dope too.
 

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To be honest, it's a fair question from someone that doesn't experience it, it's hard to relate to it.

Are you eating well or at all?
Are you getting out of the bed?
Have you taken a walk?
Have you showered?
... Have you taken meds if you have a prescription?

Make your bed. If you stop there at least you accomplished one thing during the day. Build on it. Maybe with those things above.
Man. I barely do anything but work. I need a haircut and a beard trim. I just sleep all weekend. It’s sad.
 

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This what I used to hit my family or friends with. It's just different. It is some of those things you mention. Problem is... You don't care. It doesn't make sense, and a lot of times you know it doesn't make sense. You just don't have the motivation for lack of a better word to do what logically makes sense. I'm fortunate when I go through my episodes I still can make logical sense of things. Some people can't.

I have to go on a preset pattern of things that physically raise my mood. But sometimes at my worse, I can't even muster the energy to do what I know will make me feel better physically and mentally.

It could be the weather or just because today is today. It's all consuming and it feels like there's nothing left to give. It leaves you naked while you still wear your clothes. And yet in that darkness we have to summon something to not let it win. I open up my notes and write as much as I can. I usually don't hit my 2000 word daily goal, but that's okay. I wrote.

After being in it for so long we're able to manouver in it just a little bit better than before. It's always going to be hard, but in some sick way we've been trained for this. And I've seen how low it can bring me so I won't let it beat me all the way. So he and all of us need checks, balances and routines in and out of the depression.

It's a lot of work, but it's ours to do.
 

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If you don’t suffer what’s the point?
You gotta suffer thats what makes you grow
If your suffering makes you wanna off yourself then youre not cut out for this world… be a man bro
Stop being a soft bytch and learn from it instead of doing the ol why me bullshyt
Come on man you should know this
Use suffering as a tool… not to bytch and complain
Beauty is pain
Hit the gym do something
 

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What a load of shyt religion is, holy shyt lol

"Just succumb to your every problem, dont fight, accept it, its gods will for you to suffer"
That's your opinion breh....I was born and raised in church and don't anything different....but do you :manny:
 

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What a load of shyt religion is, holy shyt lol

"Just succumb to your every problem, dont fight, accept it, its gods will for you to suffer"

Yeah man. That's why I am not religious & do not subscribe to any religion or dogma. Albeit this America and I respect the religious freedoms of others. Also with first and second grade at Catholic school under my belt it's safe to say the OP is living a life of concentrated evil and hasn't suffered enough.
 
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