Flywin Lannister
Superstar
As many of you, gaming began as this huge amazing portal to other worlds - for me it started in the Arcades playing NBA Jam Tournament Edition and playing on my cousins Commodore 64. Since then I've always played mad video games, bought almost all consoles and currently I own a PS4, Xbox One, Xbox 360, PS3, Megadrive and the NES Classic and I have rough guesstimate 200 games for these consoles.
I had the best times ever playing games like MGS2, Gears of War, Call of Duty, NBA Street Vol 2 (best bball game ever imho) and sooo many other games and famous franchises.
My passion for gaming was so big that 9 years ago I decided to take a leap of faith and move countries to start working in games. I still work in games today and am having a somewhat successful career in games, currently working in Production on a very famous mobile game.
BUT...
starting in about 2014-2015 I started playing a lot less games. I did however still buy the PS4 (played Destiny, utter garbage as a game but the most beautiful game I had seen in years) and the Xbox One (which I bought in September or something and did not open until probably 6 months later... which was a pretty big sign.
Now in 2017: I play MAYBE 1-2 hours per week (and it's usually 1 game: Just Cause 3 on PS4) but there are many weeks I don't play anything at all. Only thing I might play is things on mobile, to check because of work and because sometimes it's fun. I am enjoying a friend's game (Almost A Hero) and another tapper (Tap Titans 2). I also had a period where I was playing Hearthstone, but that faded.
So my question: do any of you guys/girls have this issue where you have a bunch of consoles and a bunch of (new, unopened) games (like I have The Last of Us, played 30 mins... and games like The Witcher 3 sitting around and I can go on and on about the games I have that never got any burn) - but you're just not playing anymore.
And it's not about if I'm seeing someone, whether I'm seeing someone or not doesn't play a role. I am just not feeling it I guess. A part of if is working with games, but another part is just that sometimes I have a hard time taking myself serious playing a video game as a grown man with loads of ambition. Which makes no sense since part of my ambitions are tied up with my gaming career....
Just wondering if anybody is having this issue too and is it a dip, is it.. something that just happens as you grow up? My ambitions have definitely changed: paper, cars, a dope *ss crib and of course also girls/relationships have come into the picture way more intensely over the years.. but still. I have down time and don't play.
I just do not get hype for any games. Last time I was actually hype for a game was GTA V.. this came out in Sept 2013. Almost 4 years ago..

I had the best times ever playing games like MGS2, Gears of War, Call of Duty, NBA Street Vol 2 (best bball game ever imho) and sooo many other games and famous franchises.
My passion for gaming was so big that 9 years ago I decided to take a leap of faith and move countries to start working in games. I still work in games today and am having a somewhat successful career in games, currently working in Production on a very famous mobile game.
BUT...
starting in about 2014-2015 I started playing a lot less games. I did however still buy the PS4 (played Destiny, utter garbage as a game but the most beautiful game I had seen in years) and the Xbox One (which I bought in September or something and did not open until probably 6 months later... which was a pretty big sign.
Now in 2017: I play MAYBE 1-2 hours per week (and it's usually 1 game: Just Cause 3 on PS4) but there are many weeks I don't play anything at all. Only thing I might play is things on mobile, to check because of work and because sometimes it's fun. I am enjoying a friend's game (Almost A Hero) and another tapper (Tap Titans 2). I also had a period where I was playing Hearthstone, but that faded.
So my question: do any of you guys/girls have this issue where you have a bunch of consoles and a bunch of (new, unopened) games (like I have The Last of Us, played 30 mins... and games like The Witcher 3 sitting around and I can go on and on about the games I have that never got any burn) - but you're just not playing anymore.
And it's not about if I'm seeing someone, whether I'm seeing someone or not doesn't play a role. I am just not feeling it I guess. A part of if is working with games, but another part is just that sometimes I have a hard time taking myself serious playing a video game as a grown man with loads of ambition. Which makes no sense since part of my ambitions are tied up with my gaming career....
Just wondering if anybody is having this issue too and is it a dip, is it.. something that just happens as you grow up? My ambitions have definitely changed: paper, cars, a dope *ss crib and of course also girls/relationships have come into the picture way more intensely over the years.. but still. I have down time and don't play.
I just do not get hype for any games. Last time I was actually hype for a game was GTA V.. this came out in Sept 2013. Almost 4 years ago..


The care bears taught us how to love
shyt. Gaming like most things that are popular in this life is a tool used by the devil to take your attention away from accomplishing whatever it is that God put you here to do
I tried to walk away once, but I'm a sinner 
youre too much.
