Bruh.
It's called growing up. You don't have time to play like you did. Real life is more important than video games at this point. Unless you're a professional gamer, your real life takes precedent. As a kid, the two went hand in hand. I played outside a lot and hooped and raced nikkas in the middle of the street, avoiding the sewer drains in case michaelangelo was feeling cheeky n wanted to trip a nikka. But we had a lot more time to also fukk around and play tons and tons of games. Develop favorite genres.
Your situation is a little more different because you made a move to work with games. A lot different from just playing them eh? That probably helped contribute to you being less attached as well. Like going behind the curtain in the wizard of oz. Not quite as remarkable once you see how it's built, unless you're really into building it.
But me, personally, I think I'll probably always game. But right now I own a PS4 out of necessity. Persona 5 ain't coming to PC. Blood borne ain't coming to PC. Horizon ain't coming to PC. I don't need all the systems. The few exclusives on Xbocx, be fire they all started coming to PC, weren't enough to entice me to buy them. Maybe it's because I'm grown now and would have to buy it myself. Maybe because I knew I wouldn't have time to play them anyways.
Wtf was I talking about