i cant relate to you man ive always been ambitious and competitive af
i dont understand how you can clearly understand your life is shyt and not going anywhere, and not feel the overwhelming urge to change and succeed
i cant even go to sleep unless i've done something productive, i've pulled all nighters studying even tho there was no upcoming exams because the thought of some chinese motherfukker getting a higher grade than me got me so heated i would not be able to fall asleep, id be too alert and awake
I assumed every man thought like that, I still believe its the natural mentality for the healthy, respectable male but weakness is becoming rampant and men are being conditioned not to think like this and are becoming feminized. Im lowkey thankful tho I dont want more competition
But Id love to see all my coli brehs succeed because of all the users that gave me great advice when I asked, I wanna pay it forward , so follow my advice and adapt to the mentality of a MAN or live a shytty life
its up to you ive said my piece