I probably get one a year. Out of nowhere. The room is literally spinning for 15 minutes. I can control myself but I get disoreinted and feel helpless. Part of it it, i think, is excitement (not even fear) about the future. There is also the stress of maintaining everything I've acquired. Racial issues and being steadfast in heterosexuality come into play, too. Do you have panic attacks? Why?


denying mental issues is bad for the black community.
now if i drink i take the car key off my keys and hide it somewhere 
