That cousin of yours
How'd he end up That way?
What were his goals when he was young?
What are his plans now?
seriously man...being stagnant is no joke...hes not the only one...most of the men on both sides of my fame are stagnant and died stagnant....their whole lives was 40 oz, weed, dice games, fights, jail, staying with in the same neighborhood their whole life...never even going to the other side of the city
he ended up that way ....by choosing to go into the club, partying, entertainment business, without the ambition u need in a competitive cutt throat business like that.....im assuming , ....he wanted a lil local fame and some pretty thots at first....
and then every man greatest enemy came into play...TIME, time is the ultimate equalizer, it levels all playing fields....nobody can beat the hands of time....
he got older, and reality started to take over...if u have no education about how society works, u have no marketable skills, no discipline, no drive and no education....this society pretty much we sallow u
hes like 31 i think....and hes on that couch lost, he have no idea how to get off....hes dead spiritually, i see no passion in him...like that nas song , second child hood....
his plans are still the same, hes still doing the same thing he was 10 years ago, only hes a 31 year old man among kids...sort of like the "old nikka at the club" his peers moved on. Hes that creepy old man around young kids now. bags under his eyes, belly hanging out. Like that nikka benard hopkins, getting knocked through the ropes at 52....sad sight
its a cold reminder about how cruel time is, thats why i always quit or got fired from my jobs...jobs can really make ppl become stagnant, esp if its a good job
some of the lessons i learned is to always grind non stop, perfect your craft or whatever, always try to be among the best in the world not just local, learn how to do everything on your own even if you do have help, being fearless, always moving forward..never falling into routines , avoiding drugs and alcohol and consuming toxic media
im at the point where i just read, watch educational videos and work on my shyt...because this society purposely put distractions to throw us off track....i just try to detach myself from worldly desires