Rap is probably like 10% of my overall music consumption now, and I'm somebody whose been obsessed with rap since I was 10.
I've grown as a person so even the profanity (especially the Nword) in most rap songs I can't deal with anymore. I prefer my music profanity free.
Not trying to offend anyone but I don't see how any grown person can still have the same music taste as they did as a teenager.
Not saying you cant listen to rap generally speaking, but if some of the content doesn't make you go

then I assume you never grew mentally or spiritually as a person.
Especially as a black person, hearing rap about killing each other SHOULDN'T sit well with you no matter how much of a rap head you are.