Anyone here lost a parent or both? How did you life change after?

[Linc]

Bookmarked to reply tomorrow, it’s the middle of the night here and I’m by myself so it’s not the time to write this shyt out

I feel for all of you

 

[Hejdå]

No. I assume I'll go insane err....yea more insane.

 

[MenacingMonk]

Pops just passed right after I made my post. Crazy how I posted it at 11:11, which is a number that can signify a spirit presence and enlightenment. A number that’s been following me around for months.

 

[ZEupTWN]

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[Easy-E]

Pops just passed right after I made my post. Crazy how I posted it at 11:11, which is a number that can signify a spirit presence and enlightenment. A number that’s been following me around for months.

My condelences.

How did she pass away?
How old was she?

I never understood why ppl would ask that.

I first noticed it after my brother died.

It's weird. but, i guess it's human curiosity.

She was mid-50's and let's just keep it at in not being coronavirus

 

[Mr swag]

Lucky my are around. I think it is easier when you have your own family???

 

[International Playa]

No one in this world will unconditionally love you like your parents will

 

[O³ (O cubed)]

Condolences to @El Villano Ingobernable and @Easy-E .

 

[jmegamar]

Lost my Dad in July 2010. Initially it didn't seem real and didn't know how to proces it. He didn't take care of his body, drank and smoked a lot. He was a functional alcoholic so that was a heavy contributor to his death. I now somewhat obsess over my own health. I'm 6'3 190-200 lbs but get on the scale every morning to check my weight. I barely drink any alcohol or even soda. I do fasting sometimes. Also I felt a responsibility to take care of my mom and my sisters. My godfather, who died last year told me don't feel like you gotta be everything for everybody.

 

[Easy-E]

My godfather, who died last year told me don't feel like you gotta be everything for everybody.

Heed those words.

I'm trying not to have my mind racing over what I have to do now that my mom is gone or what I should've done.

 

[Easy-E]

Just lost my mother (not covid) this past wednesday.

Didn't want to make a thread.

I still haven't told my job and we staring to come back.

I want to quit that bytch knowing we only get 5 days bereavement.

It was sudden. And it kills me that we didn't get to fight for her life. She was so young.

I only answered two calls from family. So, I'm only talking to the family I'm with.

Like, life just got deleted for me. I don't want shyt to do with shyt.

I been posting like normal and just put some subliminal shyt on IG and Facebook. Been sleeping all day and watching YouTube.

I'm fukked up.

It's been about 2 and 1/2 months.

Damn. It's crazy how final this shyt.

Of course, the after funeral drama is creeping in.

This shyt is making my little sister strong as hell. I hope it doesn't make her callous, but, back to me.

I do therapy atleast bi-weekly. I'm back on Tinder, for some reason.

I don't wanna get married. I'd like a kid.
But, I definitely don't wanna fukk around.

Just, the idea of a legacy means a little more to me.

It's that now I know what it's like to leave shyt behind.

I wanna cry every time I think about er. It's not crippling, but, it's hard to completely give in to the sadness.

I feel I know what my mom would want me to do.

It's fukking ridiculous now having her around...

 

[NSSVO]

Lost popa. Made me realize what truly matters. What type of people I need around me. He told me and how my "people" acted during the funeral. I couldn't convince myself a certain sector qwre genuinely decent people.

 

[LexDiamonds]

Lost my pops this past August after battling Lymphoma. Miss him dearly and just taking things one day at a time. Death is just such an unfortunate part of life we all gotta deal with.

 

[Womb Raider]

Lost my father in 05…hurt a little bit but I wasnt close to him and I had a stepdad.


It hurts more as a man who hangs around that side of the family. Lot of things my stepdad can’t teach me that my real dad prolly could’ve.

 

[Eastside Get The Money]

I was down bad when my dad died. I was weeded out every day (more than even usual), drinking heavy, and he left me like 30 guns so I was walking around Detroit with two guns like T.I.

Got into some real shyt and had to flee to the west coast.

I still haven’t been the same but I am just at the point this year where I don’t think about him every single day