My 30's have been more peaceful than lonely. I lived about 5 lives full of non-stop fukkery in my teens and 20's so I actually embrace the "loneliness".
That sigma male lifestyle aint built for everybody. Because you do have your moments. Me personally, I'm an only child so I grew up and paid my dues in the streets riding dolo, so it's my natural state. But only a select few really can handle that lone wolf lifestyle.
Right now I'm embracing the fact that I can maneuver when I want, where I want. With a girlfriend, kids, family etc. you have to factor in their needs, likes/dislikes on a lot of day to day decisions in general.
Once I secure that bag in this IT game, my glow up is gonna be something phenomenal
Eventually I know I'll get chose and that chick will give me an offer that I can't refuse. But until then, imma enjoy my freedom.
