Same here, first generation, grew up looking up to folks from Mississippi, Louisiana, Texas, etc, made me who I am. The hell I look like dissing the South?
On the subject of this thread, this has been an issue for some of us since the Great Migration. Some saw the migration North as the beginning of a new Black identity, so disassociating with the South was a necessity to forging a new urban based identity that wanted little to do with our “country” past.
Let’s be real, from about the 1960’s to the early 2000’s the urban North had a monopoly on what was considered new, Black, and cool. Not to mention there was a strain within some of the so-called “conscious” movements that developed up North that held disdain with anything Southern. So eventually Soul Food became Slave Food, Southern speech gets mocked and viewed as ignorant slave speech, “Country” becomes an insult, Hoodoo gets written off as crazy shyt the old folks believe, Northern Blacks become “militant”, Southern Blacks become “meek and docile”, etc.
nikkas basically got seddity and adopted White viewpoints but justified it under the guise of being “conscious”, “militant”, “educated”.