philmonroe
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Well you also can be a chick and dudes will act like posted the book of life also lol.how else will we receive e-recognition and daps?
Well you also can be a chick and dudes will act like posted the book of life also lol.how else will we receive e-recognition and daps?
this is like the 2nd thread of yours i've ever posted in
and why do you keep calling me young? Is it a sex thing?![]()

I like your confidenceBecause you're young
I like you, you're smart and creative, but you don't realize how much you still don't know, you remind me of a young, male, meI like your confidence
you coulda just called me ugly, now i feel badGotta catch em allWe all pokemon in the pokeball called life brehs.
Eat a rare candy and level up yall![]()

why, do you think?![]()
That's the goal breh finding out WHAT makes you happy most think its money or a job I've been in the same position had everything in ATL good job nice krib woman all of that but on a day to day I wasn't happy couldn't figure out why. So I upped and move to cali struggled for a super quick second and then I found happiness in the grind cant explain it but it brought purpose to my everyday life instead of going through the motions of life. Good luck breh
I feel like a change of scenery would probably help and I know if I move I'll make more money doing what I do now elsewhere.
My daughter lives with her mother though and until she's ready to go I can't leave, me and her have talked about it and she clearly doesn't want to spend the rest of her life here but I don't think she's ready yet.
My biggest fear is that I finally get the chance to go and it doesn't fix anything, I've been going through the shyt over and over trying to identify other problems that might be the cause but the only ones I come up with I'm not sure how to fix.
There's a good saying. "No matter where you go. ...there you are. "
damn, reading that back I shared more than I meant to lol
It's okay. You've experienced a lot of loss and trauma recently. It takes time to heal. Like real time, meaning, years. A change of scenery and fresh energy could help you move on more quickly, but only you know for sure.
Also maybe look into ways to refresh your life where you are, just until you make that move.