As a kid he wasn't that bad.
but I noticed the older he got he started just finding racist jokes a bit too funny for my comfort and thought Because I was his token black friend I would give it a pass.
I remember the dynamic between me and him. he was considered a nerd, but because he was white, he saw himself deep down better than me even though he was not really popular at all. Girls would reject him. He would say Terrible things and think it was funny. He got beat up and bullied by basketball players.
I remember when I would bring him out to bars when we 1st turned 21 and he would be so bad people around me would tell me never to bring him around again. Saying the wrong things at the wrong times, acting like a drunk a$$hole, nearly getting us kicked out of places.
Then he graduated...moved to Baltimore and got a good paying job and some money and turned into a complete fukking racist douchebag
He would date Black women and even the Black women he dated said to me that they thought he was racist.
And he was always making some condescending comments about me being black too that I just could not take anymore.
I actually told him to stop calling me 6 years ago because I told him hes racist. I told him...dont text me...dont call me...lose my number. But he thought he could get back into my good graces by calling me not too long ago.
It hurt him to hear me call him racist...even with all the racist stuff he said and did. And I dont care...he didnt care about my feelings when he made jokes about George Zimmerman and Trayvon Martin or when he left me to die when i got jumped and ran like a b to a bar on the way to a college party 15 years ago. And when he refused to help me out when I was homeless 7 years ago.