nikka, I am the king of slower learners who smart af. You can do it, it's all about mindset and getting your priorities right. I remember telling my wife a year before I went back for CS that school ain't for me. I am just a C+ higher learning student at best. My college undergrad GPA was under 2.5 and I didn't really party like that either. I just took as many classes as possible to get out early to get money. Sadly, I didn't realize my decision was stupid af.
I had elite companies interested in the college organizational interviews and they would look at my GPA and it was an instant hit the road jack. I remember an advisor telling me being a career floor manager at the local bread and floor company was a great career for a nikka like me

Even Kia floor manager was too high to shoot for and I'm telling these cacs at the time that I am going to be a billionaire, watch! I can still be a billionaire but I was mistaken to where I was at the time overall to really be that ignorant and arrogant to the facts.
Truth is, I needed the fukkery in my life that happened. Pre-marriage child out of wedlock. An exceptional wife that early in my relationship seemed like it was nikkarella how I was completely out of the professional league with her on my arms. She went for multiple elite degrees. She was making six figures and going to school to be a professional in another area. While I am in her house, living off of her rent, chipping in nothing special, telling her that I ain't cut out for this shyt cause I wanna watch LeBron and post on thecoli outside of work hours while she grinding in the books.
She left me temporarily as you can imagine but I realized I became my worst enemy even if my knowledge was beastly. I went back to school. Took CS. Became an A+ student. 98-100 overall grades. No slacking. I didn't get fired for once. I ended up training Harvard and Dartmouth grads. I learned from my mistakes that being Black in the workplace is a skill more than just a thing we naturally do. I taught others and their success skyrocketed instantly. I went from being a joke among my peers to being globally renowned in my area. I really changed who I was because I looked at my past as to who I was not realizing that I AM THE AUTHOR OF MY LIFE BOOK. While I am a slower learner, I became an extremely gifted guy when it came to retaining knowledge and things. It helped me become who I ended up being. All of this is truly the faith of God but you gotta use the tools he has given you.