Realistic and informed ≠ desperate. You're the one speculating like an indifferent Fox viewer.That's your speculation of desperately wanting this to be tied to Trump. He could have had, you know, personal problems?
This Trump derangement syndrome that right wing media has accused people of having might actually be true. I hate to even acknowledge that as a possible truth.
Trump is no angel, and doesn't deserve the benefit of the doubt. You're also WOEFULLY uninformed even after, thanks to Propublica, the public has now learned how Trump committed fraud to obtain these loans.
This man could have had personal problems unrelated to Trump or, like Peter Smith, he could have been suffering from the guilt of a white collar criminal.
Reference:
Never-Before-Seen Trump Tax Documents Show Major Inconsistencies — ProPublica
Trump Tax Records Reveal New Inconsistencies — This Time for Trump Tower — ProPublica