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Why would you be a homicidal maniac w/o your mother? That’s not good, Breh! You do know that at some point, your mother will pass away, so you mean to tell me that you will go on a killing spree should your mom pass before you do? I hope you were over exaggerating.?
But, to answer your question, I have thought about how impactful my mother has and currently is in my life. I have an extremely close relationship with her and I am her only child, so that adds another dynamic to our relationship.
My mom is going through some medical challenges and luckily, she is willing that war so far...
But to be 100, the amount of love my mom has for me and vice versa is ineffable!! Much love and respect to my Queen Mother! She the most 100 and solid woman I know on this earth! Love her to death!