Childhood poverty is traumatic

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Wasn't really poor...but at 32 childhood Trauma from having an abusive mother still haunts me.

I still get flashbacks of her swinging the belt buckle at my sister's head and watching my sister jump up from the blood leaking from her forehead is some shyt I'd never forget
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Although I ain’t grow up dirt poor, I do appreciate the times the lights was out, the busted shoes, furnace is out in November, trips to the food bank, hand me down clothes etc.

I’m nowhere rich now but I’m comfortable and I never worry about money anymore. Paid off car, no debt, stable job, decent apartment I’m blessed.

Going thru them experiences as a shorty just makes me value what I have right now 10x more
same. until i was 8 i lived in a datsun with my mom on the reservation. she was always trying to come up by hooking up with piece of shyt criminal men to get us into some kind of housing. i understand why she did it (drugs) but theres a lot of shyt i wish i never saw. no kid should have to wake his moms up after some man knocked her out and stole her food stamps. i hate white men to this day over it
 

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You want black folks to go back in that paradigm!?!??? :mindblown:

Talk about mental slavery and crabs-in-a-barrel syndrome @Kyle C. Barker

Nah.. Nobody should have to go through that..

Im just reminding you weak mfers that in the journey to making that shyt right, so nobody goes through it, you are quite capable of handling it..

Whats wrong with me saying that?
 

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Nah.. Nobody should have to go through that..

Im just reminding you weak mfers that in the journey to making that shyt right, so nobody goes through it, you are quite capable of handling it..

Whats wrong with me saying that?

Another crab-in-a-barrel trait you just demonstrated: too many black folks feel that if the next black person came up (slightly) easier than you, you have every right to shyt on them, name call them, and belittle them as something less than human. You only call other black folk who struggled as much as you as your equals; everyone else is "weak" and "soft." Calling people "weak mfers" just cause they had a couple more toys and videogames than you as a kid.

That's some white supremacist shyt you demonstrating.
 

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Another crab-in-a-barrel trait you just demonstrated: too many black folks feel that if the next black person came up (slightly) easier than you, you have every right to shyt on them, name call them, and belittle them as something less than human. You only call other black folk who struggled as much as you as your equals; everyone else is "weak" and "soft." Calling people "weak mfers" just cause they had a couple more toys and videogames than you as a kid.

That's some white supremacist shyt you demonstrating.

Take your goofy a$$ to sleep. I said none of the shyt you accusing me of. Get your emotions together...
 

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Take your goofy a$$ to sleep. I said none of the shyt you accusing me of. Get your emotions together...

Crab azz mf

Mad at the rest of the black race because they didn't grow up with extreme poverty. For the brehs and brehettes that did grow up in poverty, Don't ever belittle another black person that grew up with slightly more than you. They could be the helping hands that will take you out of poverty.
 

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Crab azz mf

Mad at the rest of the black race because they didn't grow up with extreme poverty. For the brehs and brehettes that did grow up in poverty, Don't ever belittle another black person that grew up with slightly more than you. They could be the helping hands that will take you out of poverty.

Are you retarded? Who said i was in poverty?
 

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The financial part doesn’t effect me too much, iam very cheap so if it does I find that a good thing.

It’s more so the anxiety that it has caused me, once u are exposed to those levels of anxiety they stay with u, sucks!
 

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Are you retarded? Who said i was in poverty?

Nikkas weak as fck now days.. :pachaha:

Shyt was common in the 80s and a lot of us made it through fine..

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Again, for the brehs and Brehettes coming up from poverty, I truly feel for you and I personally given back by monetary funds as well as building houses in work missions, just don't berate innocent black folks that had it slightly easier than you.
 

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Again, for the brehs and Brehettes coming up from poverty, I truly feel for you and I personally given back by monetary funds as well as building houses in work missions, just don't berate innocent black folks that had it slightly easier than you.

:what: Again, are you retarded? I have an inheritance from my parents where as a large portion of Americans are in debt and dont have money saved for emergencies.. And your goofy a$$ know the stats.. Im speaking on 40 years of progress.. Stop quoting me you lame.
 

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Being poor as a youth bothered the hell out of me. I had the whole shebang: lots of nights with no hot water, no snacks, always on the free lunch program and having the white, well-off kids laugh at me and shyt within earshot, food banks every Sunday, roaches all in the crib, etc.

What made it worse is that my city was right next to a major army base, so the kids of those soldiers were relatively cozy while I was a fukking serf in comparison.

I'll never forget my first day of summer school following my 11th grade year when this rich, mixed girl whipped out of the parking lot in her dad's Maserati with the top down. I deadass cried, knowing that it'd be years for me to get to that level, if ever.

I held a lot of resentment towards my parents for years.
 

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Being poor as a youth bothered the hell out of me. I had the whole shebang: lots of nights with no hot water, no snacks, always on the free lunch program and having the white, well-off kids laugh at me and shyt within earshot, food banks every Sunday, roaches all in the crib, etc.

What made it worse is that my city was right next to a major army base, so the kids of those soldiers were relatively cozy while I was a fukking serf in comparison.

I'll never forget my first day of summer school following my 11th grade year when this rich, mixed girl whipped out of the parking lot in her dad's Maserati with the top down. I deadass cried, knowing that it'd be years for me to get to that level, if ever.

I held a lot of resentment towards my parents for years.

You can't help where you were born into.. And you can't choose your parents. Do you believe they did the best they could, all things considered?
 
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