From listening to Juan Ep, Cipha was at the beginning stages of a lot of raps super stars but was too shook to pull the trigger on any contracts.. He goes way back with Lil Kim, Chad and Pharell, Khaled, The Clipse etc.. He could have been an Irv Gotti type but he was too shy and didnt have any confidence.. I guess he feels sometype of way and talks about how he goes to therapy to speak on his industry failures...Although this exchange feels phony he mos def feels like he missed the boat and should have been bigger than he is now.. It kills him to have to beg for a drop or interview for people that used to get him coffee..