Breh it's the cousin thing, you said she had strong family ties, that mean she has a lot of honor. Once you dishonor a chick like that, it's a wrap.I still feel maybe cuz I took her virginity and her first serious relationship and her fam loved me that I would always have a chance,but if she were to know what else i been up to and how i been living,she would look at me with even more hate and discust