Cocaine rap vs the reality of cocaine use

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

You not supposed to ask a lady their age !

Oh barf. I hate when guls say shyt like that like y'all above basic human queries.

 

[bourgeoisie tall freak]

Oh barf. I hate when guls say shyt like that like y'all above basic human queries.

Thanks for sharing

 

[⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐]

I just did my longest stretch of not doing coke in years. That bytch so serious. shyt a have u looking through the rug for a spec. I can't imagine what heroin and coke like

I celebrated 1 year without coke by doing coke

Just to see where I was at,

Offset some aspects of recovery of my motivation senses / reward centers was thrown back

I don’t use cocaine socially or recreationally, it was for creative productivity - which, for me, was therapeutic - so in that says I used cocaine medicinally - and never daily but usually on an every other week basis, and this was enough to regulate my reward centers to constantly be orientated toward that day coming up

And never key bumps in a bathroom, wouldn't even cite that as an experience. Lines, for hours and days. On a few occasions, up to 2.5 and 3 days. - Literally sleeping 36 hours straight to recover. Wake up for a meal (a lot of calories quick, so IHOP was the go) and then back to sleep for another 8 or 12
There were times where I spent 8 hours straight writing one verse, practically breaking every word down and repiecing it together ... or breaking every syllable down and then repiecing it together.

Often 2 to 4 songs per session I'd write, they'd splinter often but when completed I'd not have the motivation to bring them to life that I did when I was writing it while on coke

so for all intents and purposes, these were more of writing sessions than they were coke sessions

 

[BIGDENNIS10UK]

Interesting thread, I was a heavy coke user till I was about 30, seemed normal tbh.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

I celebrated 1 year without coke by doing coke

Just to see where I was at,

Offset some aspects of recovery of my motivation senses / reward centers was thrown back

I don’t use cocaine socially or recreationally, it was for creative productivity - which, for me, was therapeutic - so in that says I used cocaine medicinally - and never daily but usually on an every other week basis, and this was enough to regulate my reward centers to constantly be orientated toward that day coming up

And never key bumps in a bathroom, wouldn't even cite that as an experience. Lines, for hours and days. On a few occasions, up to 2.5 and 3 days. - Literally sleeping 36 hours straight to recover. Wake up for a meal (a lot of calories quick, so IHOP was the go) and then back to sleep for another 8 or 12
There were times where I spent 8 hours straight writing one verse, practically breaking every word down and repiecing it together ... or breaking every syllable down and then repiecing it together.

Often 2 to 4 songs per session I'd write, they'd splinter often but when completed I'd not have the motivation to bring them to life that I did when I was writing it while on coke

so for all intents and purposes, these were more of writing sessions than they were coke sessions

Breh, I'm a comeback. Because I hate writing long....shyt on my phone. But I'm glad you shared your input

 

[MicIsGod]

Wonder how many cocaine users actually have untreated adhd Read a book that pointed to this. ADHD people without meds love self medicating with stimulants unknowingly.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Word. I talked to a woman today who got several strokes from extremely excessive crack and cocaine use. She just couldn't stop.

I did tell her hey she's a survivor. She was on a mobile device and hardly walks. I hope she can get her strength back.

The most apt description of cocaine is from a George Carlin stand-up.

"Whats doing cocaine like"?

To which he replies

"It makes you want to do MORE cocaine"

I'm a have to comeback and talk more about it when I get behind a keyboard.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Wonder how many cocaine users actually have untreated adhd Read a book that pointed to this. ADHD people without meds love self medicating with stimulants unknowingly.

You might be onto something. It might be different now. But when I went to get diagnosed to see if I had ADHD way back in 2001 when I was like 19.

I laid my soul to this white doc only for him to be like "nah nikka not only are u same, u are SUPER sane lol"

 

[OsO]

Coke is manageable.

There are way, way worse drugs out there, both legal and illegal.

 

[REdefinition]

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Coke is manageable.

There are way, way worse drugs out there, both legal and illegal.

It's as manageable as your money....but I guess that's anything from crack to alcohol.

 

[MicIsGod]

You might be onto something. It might be different now. But when I went to get diagnosed to see if I had ADHD way back in 2001 when I was like 19.

I laid my soul to this white doc only for him to be like "nah nikka not only are u same, u are SUPER sane lol"

Yeah can’t compare to now. It’s relatively easy for a psych to see the signs. browse around the reddit adhd forum you’ll see a lot of them got into drug addiction or alcohol. Brain is lacking dopamine that most normally have and people are gonna get it one way or another.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Yeah can’t compare to now. It’s relatively easy for a psych to see the signs. browse around the reddit adhd forum you’ll see a lot of them got into drug addiction or alcohol. Brain is lacking dopamine that most normally have and people are gonna get it one way or another.

AND THATS ANOTHER THING. I kinda assumed it was like oh we don't don't wanna prescribe you Ritalin(2001) because I might sell it. To WHOM? Y'all give it to crackers like candy. And nikkas don't want that shyt. I could be selling weed, coke, crack, meth, lean...BUT I'm jumping through hoops to get.... Ritalin? FOH

 

[Pazzy]

That man dr. carl hart is an agent or CIA. Trying to trick people into becoming fiends or having a fetty overdose under the guise of a "college professor at an ivy league school". Same piece of shyt trying to normalize heroin use. fukk this clown.

I hope the more people see shyt like this, they begin to question how their perception of what intelligence is because in places like america, intelligence gets confused as being successful with a big ego. Ive seen people literally cite dr. hart's bullshyt to justify them using heroin and crack. They know people out here are getting dumber and dumber and now they got housenegros like dr. carl hart doing their dirty work to convince the dumb to kill themselves off with hard drugs

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

That man is an agent or CIA. Trying to trick people into becoming fiends or having a fetty overdose under the guise of a "college professor at an ivy league school". Same piece of shyt trying to normalize heroin use. fukk this clown.

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