Apprentice
RIP Doughboy Roc
Man fukk wat he talkin bout
Can he show me a band?
Can he show me a band?
Makes total sense. You like to be left alone, but you don’t like being being alone. I’m the same way.I'm a true introvert that likes to be alone but don't want to be alone, if that make sense.
This might be one of the most honest posts in the history of this forumYeah this loneliness shyt is bad for your health.
I hate it. Why do you think I'm on here all the time?
I wasn't on the coli or on social media on YouTube chats, I would never talk to people.
I don't have no wife or GF or kids.
I don't work a traditional 9-5 where I'm around people like that.
I stay at my apartment.
I don't go out to bars or clubs cause I don't want to be around wack environments with wack ass people I don't like.
Nobody care on the coli though, even though due to racism and social economic status black men or more likely to be alone than any other group.
Black Men be going through it SOCIETY DON'T CARE THO!
Everybody on the coli s a 6 foot tall player that makes 6 figures with a roster of hoes...
So don't expect this thread to do numbers.
They think we "nikka nerds" and "incels" and losers and have already written us off like the rest of society.
Cigarettes are pretty terrible though
nah, half of them will try to smash your wife and stab your back, a third would try to smash your dead great aunti support all the coli bros...even if i disagree with yall. praying for you @Unknown Poster . If you're lonely and unhappy, I hope you take the necessary steps to improve your situation.
I don't get why people relate being introverted to bring socially awkward.Another thing, I be trying to break out of this shell and be more sociable but shyt going on in today's world make me say "fukk that, I'm staying to myself".
I'd never used to be a lonely person. When I lived in New York City, I was around people all the time. It was at a point where I felt like I just wanted to be alone to escape them. But then again it's New York City. The nightlife scene is vibrant diverse and filled with so much flavor. There's so much to offer anybody.
I live in Denver now and I keep to myself and smoke weed and make music and just go on the collie and social media cause I can't fukk with people here I'm not gonna lie.
I've been meeting people recently but that's something I've been doing for the majority of my life.
And when I go out here it reminds me of why I don't go out here. I Hang out in Aurora because I like being around mostly Black people. Wheh I lived in New York City I'd never was around the white people like that...mostly Black People and Latinos.
Moving to Denver was reversed culture shock for me...cause Denver is just soooo fukking WHITE compared to NYC. These white people here in Denver get very racist and don't interact with Black People like that. And it puts me off from just wanting to interact with them. I'll just be out in about minding my damn business and these crackers be thinking I want to rob them and rape them and murder them and I'm like...OK fukk you.
if you're gonna be like that I don't have to be around you.
I'll even say the older I get I'm getting very racist dealing with white people's racism that I don't want to deal with them anymore.
Like these people are so clownishly racist it's like a joke. I dont even want to be around them like that. Their whole vibe is kind of nauseating to me. Homogenized as fukk. And I'm a solid black man I'm an African I can't be around crackers like this. It's too white for me.
I feel like I just want to move to Africa and be around black people 247 at this point in my life.
Living around white people just unnecessarily brings my blood pressure up and affects my mental health negatively.