Confessions 2014: Deep Dark Secret Edition (Get It Off Your Chest)

ltheghost

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I lost my virginity to a girl who's name I can't remember when I was 14. I saw that bish like 5 years later at a basketball game. She said hey and I just walked passed that bish like she didn't exist. I always felt like a damn creep doing that. But that wasn't the last time I did a female like that....I did that shyt, baby girl whoever you are, if you are reading this. I'm sorry. The sex was okay, I was just a youngin at the time and you were just p*ssy. Sorry.
 

dallastexas

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I hate white people, not even joking, I can never look at one with neutrality, they're racist until proven other wise...I have to be BETTER at them in ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. I like to break them down mentally until my superiority is recognized. I hate white women, my attraction doesn't come their aesthetic beauty, but the fact that they carry themselves as if they're coveted by everyone and are unobtainable. I like to fukk them hard and make them fall in love and admit to their own shallowness. Telling their friends that they'd never fukk a black guy is a plus for me.
sad thing is is that they can give 0 fuks about you... you live your life hoping you are better, needing to feel validated by being better than them because you KNOW they are better than you. You will deny but everything you just said is your inferiority speaking... Not saying all whites are better than blks but YOU think so and you hate it and you hate a huge part of yourself as you go about your day trying to prove yourself wrong....sad bruh
 

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sad thing is is that they can give 0 fuks about you... you live your life hoping you are better, needing to feel validated by being better than them because you KNOW they are better than you. You will deny but everything you just said is your inferiority speaking... Not saying all whites are better than blks but YOU think so and you hate it and you hate a huge part of yourself as you go about your day trying to prove yourself wrong....sad bruh

Some of this is true...I'm damaged goods.

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Uncle Kingpin

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I realized that even though i've grown into a professional and made something of myself instead of prison or death like alot of people thought, i'll always be on some gangster shyt. I dont mean gangster like gangbanging, i mean doing what you want regardless of potential consequences. A recent experience showed me even though i have changed my thought patterns to more positive outcomes, i'm still naturally inclined to might making right.
 
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