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Don't know breh's race, but mental illness is rampant in our community because many of us simply can't cope with the system of quasi slavery we have been born into. As depressing a realization as it is to arrive at, white supremacy has masterfully brainwashed us into channeling that depression into violent ways towards each other, because there should be far more black mass shooters in this country than whites. :francis:
 
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Don't know breh's race, but mental illness is rampant in our community because many of us simply can't cope with the system of quasi slavery we have been born into. As depressing a realization as it is to arrive at, white supremacy has masterfully brainwashed us into channeling that depression into violent ways towards each other, because there should be far more black mass shooters in this country than whites. :francis:
Black Americans are at the bottom of pretty much every positive stat there is

its amazing that we aren't the most depressed people on the planet and killing ourselves more often

We are the most religious tho (us and hispanics) I'm wondering if that has something to do with it
 

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I always wonder what is so excruciating that you'd rather literally break your body apart and die a painful death.

Holy shyt Breh. OP.

So. No need to explain. I just would like to offer that you can do other things besides driving into vehicles or over drops at speed.

If it's something that's going on now

Bounce. Just drive to another state and.. whatever. Do something else for a lil while. Hike the Appalachian Trail or sumn. Even if a bear gets you: mission accomp. But perhaps you'll live and be ready to return to life after you put a few squirrels on the fire.

If it's something that happened before

See if you can find a way to stop dwelling on it. Simple shyt like a hobby can carry you through wee hours when you might normally be stewing about past hurts. Build something that will take a while to build.

If not, the Appalachian Trail awaits.

Before you literally stop your own heart, just try something drastic (and positive). When you get done you'll be too tired to feel bad.
 

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Black Americans are at the bottom of pretty much every positive stat there is

its amazing that we aren't the most depressed people on the planet and killing ourselves more often

We are the most religious tho (us and hispanics) I'm wondering if that has something to do with it

This is the case for all off the diaspora. Our suicide rates across the globe is very low.

Shiit that's the case for poor folks all over this world.
 
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This is the case for all off the diaspora. Our suicide rates across the globe is very low.

Shiit that's the case for poor folks all over this world.

has to be the acceptence of knowing sh1ts gonna be rough

as opposed to whites who are expected to win, the surprise L is probably what catches them off guard

we expect the Ls, and Asians are all about honor so if they feel like they aren't living up to their full potential its probably why they off themselves
 

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I was going to have sympathy for you until you said you had kids

:hhh:

You have family that NEED you. Don't listen to your mind when it tells you you're worthless, weak, or a burden . Nobody is fukking perfect. Live with your flaws. Become a better person. Especially for your children .
 

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I disagree. You're always living for yourself. Always. It's your life. Now the argument can be made that you have MORE to live for and ANOTHER reason to live. But at the end of the day, you still have to live your life and you still have to want your to live your life.

I just don't believe that because life gets so unbearable. And your mind gets so lost that you kill yourself, automatically means you were selfish. I see it as your were selfless for everyday you kept living knowing you didn't want to anymore.

So you just going to ignore the fact OP has KIDS?????
 
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Depression is no joke. I remember when I went through it. People don't realize till it's too late that it's real. America is a really tough place.

If you're black. If you're white and still struggling, you're a fukkup. Which is why I don't give money to homeless white people. This country gives you the answers to the test years before you take it. If you still end up lacking, :francis:
 

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I always wonder what is so excruciating that you'd rather literally break your body apart and die a painful death.
Be thankful u don't understand

Its when feeling (hopefully) nothing is preferable to being miserable all the time
 

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If you're black. If you're white and still struggling, you're a fukkup. Which is why I don't give money to homeless white people. This country gives you the answers to the test years before you take it. If you still end up lacking, :francis:
Y'all really believe this shyt :skip:
 
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