Depression finally won

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You have kids. They need you. Do not be selfish breh.

Have a good cry.:dame: Get a drink:cheers:. Go to sleep, wake up and think about the people who love you and why you should stay in the morning.

Have to be selfish to leave your kids behind


I hope u get help fam

I really hate when people say this. There's nothing selfish about suicide. You can't tell someone how to feel or how they feel. Suicide is a lot more than choosing death over your loved ones. It's not so simple.
 

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Depression is real as fukk. Some ya'll don't understand..saying to go smoke some weed or whatever is not going to help.

You need to get on SSRI medication and a psychologist but 140 - 200 per visit is fukking expensive. Most insurance don't cover mental issues

It's not looking good if you already tried to off yourself three times tbh...i hope you make it
 

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I really hate when people say this. There's nothing selfish about suicide. You can't tell someone how to feel or how they feel. Suicide is a lot more than choosing death over your loved ones. It's not so simple.
The main point of suicide is having nothing to live for

Once u bring a child into this world, you're no Longer living for yourself
 

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i tried to walk into on coming traffic tonight tried to drive off the road i'm gone check myself in at this point i wouldn't even fight for my life if something were to happen to me. i dont want to cause no pain and don't want my kids to cry but at this point i just want the suffering to stop. i even tried to start a fight with a motorcycle club and they wasn't going dude told me they not doing my dirty work. fukk it time to go to the hospital
u need help man, and dont harm yourself...your children need their father man
 

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The main point of suicide is having nothing to live for

Once u bring a child into this world, you're no Longer living for yourself
I disagree. You're always living for yourself. Always. It's your life. Now the argument can be made that you have MORE to live for and ANOTHER reason to live. But at the end of the day, you still have to live your life and you still have to want your to live your life.

I just don't believe that because life gets so unbearable. And your mind gets so lost that you kill yourself, automatically means you were selfish. I see it as your were selfless for everyday you kept living knowing you didn't want to anymore.
 

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I was feeling low last Friday myself man I hadn't been drinking in a while but I went on a 16 hour bender doing all kinds of coke,pills and just drinking the day away like I was the fukking Sandman. I lost my job,girl and a bunch of friends in a short amount of time and just woke up on one not giving a fukk. Went out at 1pm didn't get home till 5am I had the cops looking for my black ass out of concern from family and friends. Keep it together man I'm trying my hardest to keep everything together luckily I haven't drank anything since and I was afraid I was gonna slip back into daily binges after already going to rehab for alcohol in October. It's tough man just try to do shyt to relieve that stress I try to listen to my music and keep up with my sports and been keeping up with election just to take mind off all the bullshyt. If I could smoke all day I would but I gotta stay clean. Hang in there breh do it for your kids
 

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Seriously, stop posting, and get help. Chances are most people on here can't offer the same support a friend in person can.

Do better. Get better. You got people who want you on this earth, fool. Try to get better for you and them.

Yes I find thecoli will make you depressed if you keep at it and are prone. Log off breh and make some changes. I've suffered my whole life with depression and I can say it doesn't affect me nearly as much today. Pm me for tips
 

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I disagree. You're always living for yourself. Always. It's your life. Now the argument can be made that you have MORE to live for and ANOTHER reason to live. But at the end of the day, you still have to live your life and you still have to want your to live your life.

I just don't believe that because life gets so unbearable. And your mind gets so lost that you kill yourself, automatically means you were selfish. I see it as your were selfless for everyday you kept living knowing you didn't want to anymore.
But if you're aware that u have more to value your life for , shouldn't that suede u from it ?
 

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:scust: Tf you want to kill yourself for, fakkit?
 

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at this point nothing makes me happy i always feel like the bottom gone drop out on me i'm in training for a project cordinator job but these white folks at my job are trying their best to sabotage that i been running my security company and have some concerts lined up (boosie,bando jonez) and i spend every other weekend with my kids but i still feel empty as hell me and the misses is off and on fukk man i been drinking and cryin and in the morning i'm just gone check myself in i don't even trust myself right now i just don't know what to do
 
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