it's tough but from the time he was sending you out to rob on his behalf it should've been clear he ain't give a fukk about you lil nikkas*
Truth, but at that age so many young kids are enamored with their so called OGs. I remember dudes in my neighborhood who were older than me doing all kinds of dirt. I'm looking up to them like they're somebody. Then I get older and come into my own as a man and now I'm looking down on them. It's hard having perspective at a young age for some youth. Instincts only tell you but so much.