This genuinely bummed me out to watch.
I've been there before and struggled with drug addiction and luckily I got out before I was in too deep. Like someone in here said when youve been doing addicted to drugs for that long, that's what becomes the normal.
It's kinda a hard thing to understand unless you've been through it or have enough knowledge.
Today actually when I woke up, I just found out that someone I used to be really good friends with died from a heroine overdose the other day and it made me really bummed out.
Addiction is a fukked up thing, a lot of addicts won't ever get help or become sober until they hit their bottom and for some.. the bottom is losing your entire family or getting your kids taken away, losing your leg (met a guy when I used to go to AA meetings that didn't get clean until a few months after he lost his leg in a drunk driving accident he caused), after multiple overdoses, killing someone over drugs.. and unfortunately.. a lot of people never hit their bottom, or they do and it's "too late", they're in jail over murdering someone for drugs or a drug deal gone bad (knew some kids like this who were fukked up and killed a guy during a crack deal gone bad when they went to buy more crack from him and they sold him fake shyt) or they get sober and relapse..