do anybody here ever have doubt about their future?

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like your dreams wont pan out....and regret all the bridges u may have burned and all the reckless decisions youve ever made?



anybody ever think about what if your plan fail? what if u really dont have a plan B and it fail...me personally i cant have a day job... i gotta do something that im passionate about ....but the pressure I put on myself I feel like has already drove me crazy...schizophrenic ...... I invested so much of myself into my vision that I feel like I dont know what ill do if if flop.....

Maybe I should have handled my employment situations better....or went to school for something realistic but I want unordinary lifestyle so Im trying to gamble big with no fall back plan.....the pressure of fail creeps into my mind sometime and really scare me....What if i wasted all my youth chasing something that I cant achieve...

I know ppl on here gotta go through the feelings of stress and doubt over their future...I cant be the only one....
 
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Can you explain what you mean by "unordinary lifestyle"?
 

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Can you explain what you mean by "unordinary lifestyle"?
freedom lifestyle, where u can do whatever u want to do, when u want to do it...how u want to do it......
 
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like your dreams wont pan out....and regret all the bridges u may have burned and all the reckless decisions youve ever made?



anybody ever think about what if your plan fail? what if u really dont have a plan B and it fail...me personally i cant have a day... i gotta do something that im passionate about ....but the pressure I put on myself I feel like has already drove me crazy...schizophrenic ...... I invested so much of myself into my vision that I feel like I dont know what ill do if if flop.....

Maybe I should have handled my employment situations better....or went to school for something realistic but I want unordinary lifestyle so Im trying to gamble big with no fall back plan.....the pressure of fail creeps into my mind sometime and really scare me....What if i wasted all my young chasing something that I cant achieve...I might lose it upstairs...ive already been on the brink of losing sanity a few times

I know ppl on here gotta go throught the feelings of stress and doubt over their future...I cant be the only one....


nikka that's life. Nobody know's what the future holds. The only thing you can do is try to make your future the best you can with the time you have left. If your 30 and broke only thing you can try do is make sure at 31 your not broke. and so on and so on. I got a good friend whose mom went to jail in her late 20's. crackhead. 10 year bid, got out at 38 still didn't have her life together went back to college. graduated at 43 is 49 making 70k a year(i know this the coli and all but...) she could have easily given up on life. but she didn't no fate but what what we make.
 

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Nah because I live in the present. Nothing is written in stone either and can change at the drop of a hat. Look at the creator of Patron; he was homeless and then became a billionaire.

Anyways, it's not like anything matters at the end of the day anyways. When I'm dead none of this shyt will matter. I just try to find some happiness. :yeshrug:
 
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Nah because I live in the present. Nothing is written in stone either and can change at the drop of a hat. Look at the creator of Patron; he was homeless and then became a billionaire.

Anyways, it's not like anything matters at the end of the day anyways. When I'm dead none of this shyt will matter. I just try to find some happiness. :yeshrug:

The hardest thing about life is when you compare your life to other peoples. That's the worst thing you can do. Just because when I walk outside I don't see a helipad and the ocean, doesn't mean I've had a bad life. I think people get to caught up in comparing their lives to the lives of others.
 

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nikka that's life. Nobody know's what the future holds. The only thing you can do is try to make your future the best you can with the time you have left. If your 30 and broke only thing you can try do is make sure at 31 your not broke. and so on and so on. I got a good friend whose mom went to jail in her late 20's. crackhead. 10 year bid, got out at 38 still didn't have her life together went back to college. graduated at 43 is 49 making 70k a year(i know this the coli and all but...) she could have easily given up on life. but she didn't no fate but what what we make.


:wow:
 

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nikka that's life. Nobody know's what the future holds. The only thing you can do is try to make your future the best you can with the time you have left. If your 30 and broke only thing you can try do is make sure at 31 your not broke. and so on and so on. I got a good friend whose mom went to jail in her late 20's. crackhead. 10 year bid, got out at 38 still didn't have her life together went back to college. graduated at 43 is 49 making 70k a year(i know this the coli and all but...) she could have easily given up on life. but she didn't no fate but what what we make.
Wow I'm 18 doubting i have it in me to land a lil less than six figs & she accomplished that, damn.
 

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yes, if my life is garbage(being in my 30s and 40s with a kid I dont want with a bytch and I'm working a shyt job that pays less that 90k a year) then I'll probably kill myself:yeshrug:
 
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