like your dreams wont pan out....and regret all the bridges u may have burned and all the reckless decisions youve ever made?
anybody ever think about what if your plan fail? what if u really dont have a plan B and it fail...me personally i cant have a day job... i gotta do something that im passionate about ....but the pressure I put on myself I feel like has already drove me crazy...schizophrenic ...... I invested so much of myself into my vision that I feel like I dont know what ill do if if flop.....
Maybe I should have handled my employment situations better....or went to school for something realistic but I want unordinary lifestyle so Im trying to gamble big with no fall back plan.....the pressure of fail creeps into my mind sometime and really scare me....What if i wasted all my youth chasing something that I cant achieve...
I know ppl on here gotta go through the feelings of stress and doubt over their future...I cant be the only one....
anybody ever think about what if your plan fail? what if u really dont have a plan B and it fail...me personally i cant have a day job... i gotta do something that im passionate about ....but the pressure I put on myself I feel like has already drove me crazy...schizophrenic ...... I invested so much of myself into my vision that I feel like I dont know what ill do if if flop.....
Maybe I should have handled my employment situations better....or went to school for something realistic but I want unordinary lifestyle so Im trying to gamble big with no fall back plan.....the pressure of fail creeps into my mind sometime and really scare me....What if i wasted all my youth chasing something that I cant achieve...
I know ppl on here gotta go through the feelings of stress and doubt over their future...I cant be the only one....
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