She will always be my first love my greatest heartbreak and my biggest scar
She changed me drastically too who I am now
I don’t love her or miss her but she will always have a piece of my heart cuz she was first love first experience too something new that I couldn’t shake shyt was like a damn movie damn near love at first sight
I knew I wasn’t myself but I just couldn’t help what I felt wasn’t expecting her that night
We ended up engage in long run but I ended up calling it off due to cheating
Thing I learned is love can be blind also
But I also learned I will never and haven’t fell in love like that again or will ever once in a lifetime feeling for me
shyt was like a high or a drug I couldn’t resist and I never done drugs in my life
I’ve fallen in love again obviously and it has been deeper but it will never be that instant impact like hers
She is in my memories still outta the blue at random times when certain things trigger I see or remind me of her but not like I miss her more like ya I remember u it was a great experience and learning experience but

in the end to where we never had a future
I look at her also as a steppingstone to something better but never forgetten
But god damn it why did she dress like the Asian version of Alicia keys when she was out wit that diary album
Remind me of her and how we met tho