Do you ever truly get over your first love?
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Kairi Irving
Here Comes A New Challenger
i want her, just one nore chance.
I only think of her on 2 occasions, That's day and night.
Seriously though I couldn't stop for the first year but it's been 12 years since we broke up and I think about her when I see or hear something that reminds me of her which isn't that often anymore.
Seriously though I couldn't stop for the first year but it's been 12 years since we broke up and I think about her when I see or hear something that reminds me of her which isn't that often anymore.
I don't think so OP.
I haven't yet and it has been a lifetime ago.
Literally. shyt went down before some of you were born.
I have 2 big ones tho. 3 really although the 3rd one just told me she will be there for me no matter what. Even if I marry someone else. So in her case, even though we started in the mid 90s, I haven't ever 'lost her' lost her cause we just pick right back up where we left off.
So the first one was my live in gf during college. This chick is insane. She helped me get a lot of puzzy. She was in jail last I heard. She's rich but likes messing with hard drugs so she lives like a junkie. That wasn't the case when we were together. I wouldn't want to touch her in 2017 but I would pick her up if I saw her on the side of the road and make sure she was safe. She dumped me for being an a$$hole. I deserved it too. I was mean. She was in need of guidance but I was too heavy handed. I cheated on her as much as I could - even though she was bringing me puzzy too. I decided to be honest with my women after all that.
The other big one is my ex wife. I met her even before the live in gf, but we didn't really get serious until I was in my late 20s. She was so amazing. Body like heaven, smart, talented, had dough. With her I just wasn't willing to quit drinking. I felt that I had turned down enough but she wanted me to obey her wish for me to stop altogether. I'm not great at following orders like that. Some other stuff mixed in about me always arguing her down about her bright ideas. Which were usually misguided so I would explain why it won't work. Over the years that made her feel like I didn't value her ideas. I think the bish cut out on me during the process, so again, I wouldn't want her back in 2017, but I would help out if she needed me.
Like a Breh wrote earlier: I am still in love with and heartbroken over the woman she used to be, or who I thought she was. The current version of her is not the same person I am pining away for. Almost like she has passed cause there's no way to go back.
Now my current squeeze is basically the same as she was at 19. It's wonderful really. I don't have to think back I can just call her up and it's 94 all over again. I've really learned to appreciate that about her.
I haven't yet and it has been a lifetime ago.
Literally. shyt went down before some of you were born.
I have 2 big ones tho. 3 really although the 3rd one just told me she will be there for me no matter what. Even if I marry someone else. So in her case, even though we started in the mid 90s, I haven't ever 'lost her' lost her cause we just pick right back up where we left off.
So the first one was my live in gf during college. This chick is insane. She helped me get a lot of puzzy. She was in jail last I heard. She's rich but likes messing with hard drugs so she lives like a junkie. That wasn't the case when we were together. I wouldn't want to touch her in 2017 but I would pick her up if I saw her on the side of the road and make sure she was safe. She dumped me for being an a$$hole. I deserved it too. I was mean. She was in need of guidance but I was too heavy handed. I cheated on her as much as I could - even though she was bringing me puzzy too. I decided to be honest with my women after all that.
The other big one is my ex wife. I met her even before the live in gf, but we didn't really get serious until I was in my late 20s. She was so amazing. Body like heaven, smart, talented, had dough. With her I just wasn't willing to quit drinking. I felt that I had turned down enough but she wanted me to obey her wish for me to stop altogether. I'm not great at following orders like that. Some other stuff mixed in about me always arguing her down about her bright ideas. Which were usually misguided so I would explain why it won't work. Over the years that made her feel like I didn't value her ideas. I think the bish cut out on me during the process, so again, I wouldn't want her back in 2017, but I would help out if she needed me.
Like a Breh wrote earlier: I am still in love with and heartbroken over the woman she used to be, or who I thought she was. The current version of her is not the same person I am pining away for. Almost like she has passed cause there's no way to go back.
Now my current squeeze is basically the same as she was at 19. It's wonderful really. I don't have to think back I can just call her up and it's 94 all over again. I've really learned to appreciate that about her.
Dwayne_Taylor
Superstar
I don't give a fukk about my first love lol. Haven't thought about her in years.
However, I'm still haunted by some ass that got away from me in college, that bubble was perfect but I didn't have the game for it then
However, I'm still haunted by some ass that got away from me in college, that bubble was perfect but I didn't have the game for it then