He doesnt want to die. NO ONE. Wants to die no matter what they tell you. All that tough martyr talk sounded bold in his head when he was writing his little white power manifesto in the cozy confines of his bedroom. When you are ACTUALLY presented with the reality that you are going to be killed and theres nothing you can do about it, ALL that shyt goes out the window. If you read the article you'd see that he was begging the judge to grant him a new case with new lawyers to which was immediately denied. He even asked the jury to give him a life sentence instead.
That boy aint ready for the Reaper.
^^^This. My sister used to do psych work/counseling sessions at the state prison. The fiercest coldest killing machines will turn into 5 year old girls when they finally realize that their life is fxcking over by prompt planned schedule. They could walk to the needle in full
"ready to die" mode.. then they immediately start sqealing like a pig as soon as the straps get tightened or sooner. All these people saying that the death penalty is an "easy way out" really dont know what kind of torment it is knowing there is a direct verfied countdown to your own demise and that someone other than yourself is going to do it to you.. No fading health... no disease... one day you're perfectly fine and the next they are going strap you to a table and kill your ass. He will have nightmares about that moment every day until he dies. That reality will hit one way or another sooner or later.
Even the most heartless IDGAF murderers ALL eventually try to seek that appeal after they get their death sentence... no matter what they say before or during trial. That alone should tell ppl something.
. But what choice do we have? Death Sentence is his clock ticking