Ever felt like commiting suicide?

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People have to understand that your thoughts are not always Your thoughts.....There are spirits, evil spirits that will speak into your mind making it seem like they are your thoughts. You have to push those thoughts aside quickly. When you understand that life is not a struggle with yourself and people , those carnal things, and understand that it's a spiritual battle going on everyday for souls, it gets a lot easier to see the whole picture.

Phillipians 4:8
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Meaning think on the things that God wants you to think about. Get to know Him, by reading the Bible, praying, being a part of His church. Every good thing comes from God. Every evil thing comes from the serpent that deceived Adam and Eve in the Garden, Satan.

 

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I did several years ago. I had some personal issues going on and the lost of my daughter sent me over the edge. I didn't think I would ever see the bright side of life ever again. I went to see a psychotherapist and got on meds. I weaned myself off my anti anxiety medicine and replace it with B-6. I've been taking B-6 for a couple of years.

I believe there is a light at the end of the tunnel sometimes you just have to dig much longer and deeper than you would like. I know it's easy for people to tell you just suck it up and be happy… but sometimes its much easier said than done.

I'm happy to see posters coming in and giving you sound advice. I hope you find peace in the days to come.
 
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Different things lead different people to suicidal thoughts. Thoughts are normal but actual contemplation is not, and there's quite a fine line between the two
 

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never!!
i know a family where 2 people committed suicide and have seen the effect it has had on that family!!
could never do that to my mom!!!
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get help or something!!!
 

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Your more likely to find more people like that on a white forum
Suicide Increasing Rapidly Among Young, Black Males - Higher Education

Why suicide is increasing among black men: Encyclopedia of Urban Ministry | UrbanMinistry.org: Christian Social Justice Podcasts, MP3s, Grants, Jobs, Books

The most bizarre
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2015/05/1...ed-in-2-decades-study-says.html?referer=&_r=0

Breaking the Taboo of Depression Among African American Men
"According to the Centers for Disease Control, suicide is now the third-largest killer of young African American men between the ages of 15 and 24, and suicide rates have skyrocketed over the last 30 years for African American youth in the 10 to 14 age group."
 

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Every Day.

Literally every fukking day.

im being serious, no beef
why? you seem to be on a good path with the ivy grad school plans, and dont you have a younger brother?

I'm a slim looking older black male with a speech issue and and sickle cell thallesmia, honestly I have issues fitting into circles. Alot of black folks don't fukk with me like thst I don't look like them.

I'm thst square broke black man, different spot for anyone to be in. I'm getting to the point where I need to reinvent myself.

look different how? i thought you were moving to a cheap city in the south so you could get married?
 
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I'm a slim looking older black male with a speech issue and and sickle cell thallesmia, honestly I have issues fitting into circles. Alot of black folks don't fukk with me like thst I don't look like them.

I'm thst square broke black man, different spot for anyone to be in. I'm getting to the point where I need to reinvent myself.

Stay up my friend.
 

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im being serious, no beef
why? you seem to be on a good path with the ivy grad school plans, and dont you have a younger brother?



look different how? i thought you were moving to a cheap city in the south so you could get married?

I can't even get a job in the city I want to move too, trying to leave Florida badly but don't even have the funds to do so.
 

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Now who else wanna fukk with Hollywood Court?
Thought about it multiple times. I just want to disappear sometimes.I feel like a burden to those close to me and other people just want to use and take advantage of me. If I could go off somewhere and kill myself in a way where no one finds my body, I'd do it. Usually, I think of another way out which keeps me going.

Time is ticking and if things don't work out for me I might have to commit that.


Disappear, you don't need to kill yourself to do that, join the peace corps brehette and go where the wind takes you.

I have an Aunt I don't even know because she abandoned the family when she was younger for similar reasons. She's alive and well to this day, my father got in contact with her a few years ago, had she stuck around she may not be alive, she was depressed from what I've been told....and she also embezzled a large sum of money from a bank she worked at :russ:
 
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