Ever felt like commiting suicide?

Scott Larock

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tinnitus= ringing in the ears

I have that too, lost my hearing a couple years back at a club, I got drunk and got too close to a speaker.

So I have Tinnitus, Speech impediment, sickle cell thallesmia and I'm older and no career/wife.

I think about it all the time, to be real, I don't know why I haven't done it yet. I made so many life mistakes it's not even funny.

I did everything completely wrong in my 20's.
 

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Now who else wanna fukk with Hollywood Court?
Life is so damn short, i feel like I just blinked and 28 years already gone


Nothing in life worth killing yourself over, before you know it you'll be on your death bed anyway



Everything is relative fam, think about it, life sure as fukk doesn't seem short to someone working their lives away at FoxCon. It's because depression warps the perception of time, it's literally slowing down the passage of time for people who are depressed.
 

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Everything is relative fam, think about it, life sure as fukk doesn't seem short to someone working their lives away at FoxCon. It's because depression warps the perception of time, it's literally slowing down the passage of time for people who are depressed.

I know breh, just trying to keep these nikkas heads up :wow:
 

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Sometimes you wanna start certain things over, but you can't.

Last time i thought about suicide I said "fukk that, Marvel's making an avengers movie I gotta see that shyt:dame:"

nah but really. Think of all the things you love in the world, that you haven't done yet.

Also, exercise. Buy a basketball, go out on a court, and hustle and sweat. Your brain is depressed because your muscles, organs, and other cells are depressed, or in other words, inactive. or your environment is out of order, so it's making you internally out of order. As above, so below. As within, so without.-- one of 7 principles of Maat, or the seven Hermetic principles.
 

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I'm unemployed right now and hate everything about it. Been on a search of my true self and hit some fukked up speed bumps...I am a man of God but sometimes it seems like he doesn't care for me. Then I remind myself I got my fam and friends, family especially. My mind has a tendency to warp every positive into an incredible negative, and puts a weird dyslexic spin on everything. No idea what the hell is going on with me, but in time I hope to shine, I guess. Hope all is well with everyone out there, real shyt.
 

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Suicide Increasing Rapidly Among Young, Black Males - Higher Education

Why suicide is increasing among black men: Encyclopedia of Urban Ministry | UrbanMinistry.org: Christian Social Justice Podcasts, MP3s, Grants, Jobs, Books

The most bizarre
http://mobile.nytimes.com/2015/05/1...ed-in-2-decades-study-says.html?referer=&_r=0

Breaking the Taboo of Depression Among African American Men
"According to the Centers for Disease Control, suicide is now the third-largest killer of young African American men between the ages of 15 and 24, and suicide rates have skyrocketed over the last 30 years for African American youth in the 10 to 14 age group."
Now compare it to the white suicide rate :manny:
 

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Damn hope all yall keep striving and find something to live for one of my homies jumped off a parking garage and killed himself really messed a lot of people up he was a frat guy good grades had ladies had family you never would have known he was depressed. Its a disease to me and some people just cant get over it or get out of their own mindset that life isn't worth it. I tell you this it is brehs it really is find solace in a pet or family or just nature in general get out and walk go somewhere different idc where it is. Society has us all programmed to think of materialistic things that hold no value what matters is earth/relationships/sense of being you don't need a job or money to feel alive brehs. Hope this reach somebody holla :salute:
 
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